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Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Top Ten Books I Struggled to Get Into But Ended Up Loving

Top 10 Tuesday is a post hosted by The Broke and the Bookish and this week's topic is Top Ten Books I Struggled to Get Into But Ended Up Loving.

  1. PS I Like You by Kasie West (review coming soon) - Took about 20% for me to be hooked.
  2. A Court of Thorns and Roses (A Court of Thorns and Roses, # 1) by Sarah J Maas (review coming soon) - Hooked after 30%.
  3. Red Rising (Red Rising, # 1) by Pierce Brown - Took me 30% to get into the story, but I was blown away by this book and this series before it was over.
  4. Forbidden (Forbidden, # 1) by Kimberley Griffiths Little - Took 20%.
  5. A Dance with Dragons (A Song of Ice and Fire, # 5) by George R R Martin - Okay, let's be honest, George R R Martin's books always start out slow. They never seem to pick up right where you left off as he usually introduces an entirely new character. And with over 1000 pages it's hard for this to feel like a "fast" read.
  6. Game (Jasper Dent, # 2) by Barry Lyga - Definitely my least favorite book in this series, but oh so necessary for the entire storyline.
  7. Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver - I hated these characters in the beginning of this book.
  8. The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson 0 Definitely a complicated read with a super slow start. I think I remember it took me about 150 pages to get into this. But super brilliant in the end.
  9. These Broken Stars (Starbound, # 1) by Aimee Kaufman & Meagan Spooner - I don't remember if it was really the book's fault, but I did have to put this one down a lot in the beginning.
  10. Code Name Verity (Code Name Verity, # 1) by Elizabeth Wein - I don't think it took me until 50% to be hooked, but I feel like I was at 50% before I really realized what was going on.

Which books took you a while to get into but you ended up loving? Let me know!

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

Ten Books for Back to School

Top 10 Tuesday is a post hosted by The Broke and the Bookish and this week's topic is Top Ten Books for Back to School.

Ok so it's been twelve years since I graduated high school. (I know I'm totally giving away my age here.) I guess college can qualify here too, but that wasn't really my college experience as once I started I never stopped until I finished. And even then I graduated from college more than 5 years ago. Point being, it's been a while since I did the back to school thing. But I'm including my favorite books with high school and college settings here.

  1. Perfect Chemistry (Perfect Chemistry, # 1) by Simone Elkeles (review coming soon)
  2. Catching Jordan (Hundred Oaks, # 1) by Miranda Kenneally
  3. Slammed (Slammed, # 1) by Colleen Hoover
  4. Easy (Contours of the Heart, # 1) by Tammara Webber
  5. All Lined Up (Rusk University, # 1) by Cora Carmack
  6. Reason to Breathe (Breathing, # 1) by Rebecca Donovan
  7. Pushing the Limits (Pushing the Limits, # 1) by Katie McGarry
  8. To All the Boys I've Loved Before (To All the Boys I've Loved Before, # 1) by Jenny Han
  9. Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver
  10. Vampire Academy (Vampire Academy, # 1) by Richelle Mead

What are your favorite back to school books? Let me know!

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Waiting on Replica

"Waiting On" Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that we're eagerly anticipating.

Replica (Replica, # 1)

By: Lauren Oliver

Expected Publication: October 4th 2016 by HarperCollins

544 pages

Genre: Young Adult, Science Fiction

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Goodreads description--Gemma has been in and out of hospitals since she was born. 'A sickly child', her lonely life to date has revolved around her home, school and one best friend, Alice. But when she discovers her father's connection to the top secret Haven research facility, currently hitting the headlines and under siege by religious fanatics, Gemma decides to leave the sanctuary she's always known to find the institute and determine what is going on there and why her father's name seems inextricably linked to it.

Amidst the frenzy outside the institute's walls, Lyra - or number 24 as she is known as at Haven - and a fellow experimental subject known only as 72, manage to escape. Encountering a world they never knew existed outside the walls of their secluded upbringing , they meet Gemma and, as they try to understand Haven's purpose together, they uncover some earth-shattering secrets that will change the lives of both girls forever...

Truth be told, I'm a little worried about this book. I loved Lauren Oliver's Delirium. And I really enjoyed the rest of the series plus Before I Fall, but Panic left me disappointed and Vanishing Girls ended up being a DNF for me. So that being said, I feel like this could go either way. I could love it or...well...not so much. What are you waiting on this week? Let me know!

Monday, April 13, 2015

DNF Review - Vanishing Girls

Vanishing Girls

By: Lauren Oliver

Published: March 3rd 2015 by HarperCollins

358 pages

Genre: Young Adult, Mystery, Suspense

Source: Publisher via Edelweiss (Thank you!!)

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Goodreads description--New York Times bestselling author Lauren Oliver delivers a gripping story about two sisters inexorably altered by a terrible accident.

Dara and Nick used to be inseparable, but that was before the accident that left Dara's beautiful face scarred and the two sisters totally estranged. When Dara vanishes on her birthday, Nick thinks Dara is just playing around. But another girl, nine-year-old Madeline Snow, has vanished, too, and Nick becomes increasingly convinced that the two disappearances are linked. Now Nick has to find her sister, before it's too late.

In this edgy and compelling novel, Lauren Oliver creates a world of intrigue, loss, and suspicion as two sisters search to find themselves, and each other.

DNF’d @ 25%

Let me start this DNF review by saying up front that I have been in a reading slump. February was a slow reading month for me, and March was too. So far, April has been better, but not off to the best start. I started reading Vanishing Girls in February. By February 9th I’d read roughly 12%. At this point, I just wasn’t “hooked” into the story so I put it aside for a while. I loved Delirium. I really enjoyed Before I Fall. But my other experiences with Lauren Oliver’s writing have all been mediocre. I wasn’t blown away with Pandemonium or Requiem, and my experience with Panic was that the idea for the story was better in theory than execution. So while I’ve really enjoyed some of Lauren Oliver’s past work, I’ve also had some experiences that were underwhelming as well. I wanted to like this book, and I don’t think my mood contributed too much to my initial impression of Vanishing Girls because I feel like this book is part of what started my reading slump rather than the slump really affecting my feelings toward the book.

I liked that the description of Vanishing Girls gave this book a more mysterious and suspenseful air than I normally read. And I really loved the letter from Lauren Oliver at the beginning of the copy I received discussing how this book was the first time she’d ever really explored the sibling dynamic. Having a sister myself I thought that this story might be one that I would be able to connect to easily.

That being said, April rolls around and I haven’t made much progress on Vanishing Girls, but I feel the pressure because it’s a review book and I'm already outside of 30 days of the publication date. I need to get this read and reviewed. So I decide to just try to force myself. I’ll do it 5 or 10% at a time if I have to. Read 5-10% in Vanishing Girls, if I’m still not feeling it then put it down and read something else. But the further I prodded along, the more frustrated I found myself.

Here are my issues. First of all, this story isn’t told chronologically. It’s flips to the past and back to the present and there are dates thrown in at chapter headings that I’m sure I was supposed to keep up with that were meaningful, but I couldn’t keep track. Though occasionally I’ll find a book that jumps around chronologically that I still enjoy, typically this is a source of frustration for me because I feel like I’m following one storyline only to get yanked from it and put into a different storyline.

Second, Vanishing Girls doesn’t only jump around chronologically, but it also swaps narrators. Normally multiple narrators aren’t an issue for me. I usually enjoy being able to get inside multiple heads and see the story from different angles (as long as there are too many narrators). But in this case it did. I didn’t enjoy Dara’s narrations which leads me into my next point.

Lauren Oliver said she delved deep into the sibling dynamic. Well that may be true, but so far all I saw was sibling rivalry (I’m sure this changes some as Nick seeks to find Dara, but I just couldn’t get there). Nick is what both sister would describe as being a good girl. She’s a rules follower. She worries about Dara because Dara’s well…not. And you can see that there’s some resentment on her side because Dara starts dating Nick’s best friend and various other issues. Dara is the wild sibling. She wears lots of makeup and skimpy clothes. She drinks. She swears. And she generally rebels when possible. Dara, of course, has resentment for Nick too because Nick is “the perfect” sister. I just didn’t enjoy this dynamic. While that’s authentic and real, it put me in a situation of really not liking Dara very much. Maybe because I relate more to Nick. But I just found myself resenting Dara as Nick does—especially since Nick had more narrations within the 25% that I read—which made reading Dara’s narrations even more painful/frustrating.

Also, the description mentions an accident that leaves Dara and Nick estranged. Apparently before the accident they did everything together—even though they are such different people and already had some resentment towards each other. So this accident is hinted at and mentioned, but even at 25% you don’t really have any information about what happened. I know that this was intended to build suspense and curiosity and get the reader interested and invested. But for me…it just didn’t. Because of the other frustrations I already mentioned, the things that were supposed to make me curious and want to dig deeper just ended up frustrating me and had me wanting to put this one down. Eventually, at 25% that’s what I decided to do.

So all in all, I feel like Vanishing Girls started my reading slump. I didn’t enjoy the jumps on chronology. Even though I typically like multiple narrations, I struggled with connecting to Dara’s character and therefore struggled through her narrations. And the events intended to create suspense only served to further my frustration. I truly hated to DNF this one because I’ve enjoyed Lauren Oliver’s writing in the past, but I can’t tell you the relief and the weight off my shoulders that I felt once I made the decision to do so. This just wasn't the book for me. Have you read Vanishing Girls? What did you think? Let me know!

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Waiting on Vanishing Girls

"Waiting On" Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that we're eagerly anticipating.

Vanishing Girls

By: Lauren Oliver

Expected Publication: March 3rd 2015 by HarperCollins

358 pages

Genre: Young Adult, Mystery, Suspense

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Goodreads description--New York Times bestselling author Lauren Oliver delivers a gripping story about two sisters inexorably altered by a terrible accident.

Dara and Nick used to be inseparable, but that was before the accident that left Dara's beautiful face scarred and the two sisters totally estranged. When Dara vanishes on her birthday, Nick thinks Dara is just playing around. But another girl, nine-year-old Madeline Snow, has vanished, too, and Nick becomes increasingly convinced that the two disappearances are linked. Now Nick has to find her sister, before it's too late.

In this edgy and compelling novel, Lauren Oliver creates a world of intrigue, loss, and suspicion as two sisters search to find themselves, and each other.

Lauren Oliver is on my must read list. Anything she writes. Everything she writes. What are you waiting on this week? Let me know!

Monday, July 28, 2014

Before I Fall - Review

Before I Fall

By: Lauren Oliver

Published: March 2nd 2010 by HarperCollins

496 pages

Genre: Young Adult, Contemporary, Fantasy

Source: Personal Library (Anniversary Present)

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Goodreads description--With this stunning debut novel, New York Times bestselling author Lauren Oliver emerged as one of today's foremost authors of young adult fiction. Like Jay Asher's Thirteen Reasons Why and Gayle Forman's If I Stay, Before I Fall raises thought-provoking questions about love, death, and how one person's life can affect so many others.

For popular high school senior Samantha Kingston, February 12—"Cupid Day"—should be one big party, a day of valentines and roses and the privileges that come with being at the top of the social pyramid. And it is…until she dies in a terrible accident that night.

However, she still wakes up the next morning. In fact, Sam lives the last day of her life seven times, until she realizes that by making even the slightest changes, she may hold more power than she ever imagined.

Named to numerous state reading lists, this novel was also recognized as a Best Book of the Year by Amazon.com, Barnes & Noble, The Daily Beast, NPR, and Publishers Weekly. It has been optioned for film by Fox 2000 Pictures.

Before I Fall makes number 5 of Lauren Oliver’s books that I’ve read. I LOVED Delirium. I was slightly less impressed with Pandemonium. I enjoyed Requiem better than a lot of people because I think I had low expectations. And then Panic had a better concept than execution I think. Before I Fall was a book that was hyped up pretty big time to me before and during my read of it. And that unfortunately played into my overall feelings of the book. Let me say that I did enjoy Before I Fall but not as much as I was expecting to based on the hype.

Sam started out as a character that I hated. She and her entire group of friends. They are the popular girls who elevate themselves by stepping on others. On top of that, these girls were drunk more than they were sober. And they skipped classes more than they attended. They apparently party all the time and their parents are either more screwed up than they are, or they’re essentially absent. Since everyone was raving about how good this book was, I knew that some major character growth HAD to be in store for our leading lady—and thank goodness this was true.

When required to relive the day you will die over and over again, anyone would be forced to consider what’s really important in life versus what is superficial, unimportant, and just plain wrong. Sam was a bit of a slow learner, and it wasn’t really until her last two or three relives that she even started realizing what the difference in these things are. Essentially that’s what this book boils down to, and what makes others rave about it. This book shines in such contrast what is important from what isn’t. Things are not important. The clothes you wear. Whether you have 100 superficial friends or few really good ones. The way you treat other people—your family, your friends, people who aren’t your friends. Whether you are popular or not noticed at all. Whether you’re nice or you torture others. Whether you’re scared and insecure or you’re comfortable in your own skin. All of that is very important. This makes Before I Fall a book that I wish every teenage girl would read.

Even as Sam was learning her lessons and making her slow changes, the process wasn’t always easy to read or live through these experiences. These characters are for the most part real and raw and ugly and beautiful. The hopelessness of trying to change other people, to effect change where it’s needed and been long neglected weighed on me heavily while reading Before I Fall. But most of all, the message is that you just really don’t know how much time is left for you and what will you do with it? Will you take it for granted? Will you redeem it for something valuable? Will you be remembered as the mean girl? Or the one who saved someone’s life? Will you make a difference—make the world a better place? Or will people feel even slightly relieved knowing that you won’t be around to torture them anymore? Do you spread joy and life and love wherever you go? Or like Eeyore, does a dark cloud follow you, raining on everyone around you just for being near? What legacy will you leave?

Like most of Lauren Oliver’s writing, Before I Fall had some beautiful moments and quotes. Here are my favorite non-spoiler quotes:

-Maybe you can afford to wait. Maybe for you there’s a tomorrow. Maybe for you there’s one thousand tomorrows, or three thousand, or ten, so much time you can bathe in it, roll around in it, let it slide like coins through your fingers. So much time you can waste it. But for some of us there’s only today. And the truth is, you never really know.

-The thing is, you don’t get to know. It’s not like you wake up with a bad feeling in your stomach. You don’t see shadows where there shouldn’t be any. You don’t remember to tell your parents that you love them or—in my case—remember to say good-bye to them at all. If you’re like me, you wake up seven minutes and forty-seven seconds before your best friend is supposed to be picking you up.

-Izzy blows air out between her lips, “I wish nobody ever died,” she says. I feel an ache in my throat, but I manage to smile. Two conflicting desires go through me at the same time, each as sharp as a razorblade. I want to see you grow up and Don’t ever change.

-I suppose that’s the secret, if you’re ever wishing for things to go back to the way they were. You just have to look up.

-I’ve never been this sober around people this wasted, and I say a brief prayer that I’m not half as annoying as they are when I’m drunk. --(pretty sure you are)

-So many things become beautiful when you really look.

-He puts one hand behind my neck and pulls me toward him. And then we’re kissing. His lips are soft and leave mine tingling. I close my eyes, and in the darkness behind them I see beautiful things, flowers spinning like snowflakes, and hummingbirds beating the same rhythm as my heart. I’m gone, lost, floating away into nothingness like I am in my dream, but this time it’s a good feeling—like soaring, like being totally free. His other hand pushes my hair from my face, and I can feel the impression of his fingers everywhere that they touch, and I think of stars streaking through the sky and leaving burning trails behind them, and in that moment—however long it lasts, seconds, minutes, days—while he’s saying my name into my mouth and I’m breathing into him, I realize that, right here, is the first and only time I’ve ever been kissed in my life.

-It’s a nice thing to see. I’m glad I was looking.

-”Sam,” he stops me. “Yeah.”…”Why me? For tonight I mean. …” “Trust me,” I say, “it can only be you.”

Before I Fall wasn’t really an “easy” book to read, but it makes an impact. This will be a book that sticks with me for sure. I can’t give it less than 4 stars for that. Have you read Before I Fall? What did you think? Let me know!

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Delirium - Pilot Review

I was supposed to do a Top Ten Tuesday post today, but I didn't love the topic (cover trends I like/dislike). Instead, I felt like this would be a good opportunity to do a short review of the Delirium pilot that Hulu is featuring for a month (starting June 20th).

Delirium by Lauren Oliver was one of my favorite reads of 2013. The writing style was so beautiful. Lena, as a character, was so well written. She was passionate, terrified, and often times desperate. All of which made this such an enjoyable read.

Needless to say, when I saw that Hulu was airing the pilot developed for Fox (which Fox chose not to pick up) I was so excited. I think Delirium would be the perfect fit for a TV series instead of a movie. So June 20th, I sat down to check out this pilot and wanted to give you guys a mini review of what I thought.

The pilot was both exciting and disappointing at the same time. It essentially goes through the entire book in one episode. Aspects of Pandemonium (book 2) were even brought into the pilot as well. From what I've seen this pilot was created for Fox as I've already said, and Fox decided not to pick up the series. That being said, I think had Fox decided to pick it up the pilot might have been revamped before airing to the public. At least, I hope that's the case. They could have spent an entire season on book 1 alone.

The pilot and the book had differences of course. Even more than a movie that typically spans about 2 hours, cramming an entire book into 43 minutes will require elements to be cut, multiple characters to get merged into one, and changes to be made all-around, etc. Emma Roberts did a really good job jumping into the character of Lena. With only 43 minutes to see what these actors can do with the characters given, Daren Kagasoff, Jeanine Mason, and the other cast members were great choices.

All of that being said, I'd like Hulu to see that there's much interest in Delirium. My hopes would be that they pick up the series and revamp the pilot. So...while I didn't LOVE this pilot, I can see potential with the actors and such for this to be a really successful TV series.

In case you missed the trailer, here it is...

Have you seen the Delirium pilot? What did you think? Let me know!

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Waiting on Rooms

"Waiting On" Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that we're eagerly anticipating.

Rooms

By: Lauren Oliver

Expected Publication: September 23rd 2014 by Ecco

320 pages

Genre: Young Adult, Contemporary, Mystery, Paranormal

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Goodreads description--The New York Times bestselling author of Before I Fall and the Delirium trilogy makes her brilliant adult debut with this mesmerizing story in the tradition of The Lovely Bones, Her Fearful Symmetry, and The Ocean at the End of the Lane—a tale of family, ghosts, secrets, and mystery, in which the lives of the living and the dead intersect in shocking, surprising, and moving ways

Wealthy Richard Walker has just died, leaving behind his country house full of rooms packed with the detritus of a lifetime. His estranged family—bitter ex-wife Caroline, troubled teenage son Trenton, and unforgiving daughter Minna—have arrived for their inheritance.

But the Walkers are not alone. Prim Alice and the cynical Sandra, long dead former residents bound to the house, linger within its claustrophobic walls. Jostling for space, memory, and supremacy, they observe the family, trading barbs and reminiscences about their past lives. Though their voices cannot be heard, Alice and Sandra speak through the house itself—in the hiss of the radiator, a creak in the stairs, the dimming of a light bulb.

The living and dead are each haunted by painful truths that will soon surface with explosive force. When a new ghost appears, and Trenton begins to communicate with her, the spirit and human worlds collide—with cataclysmic results.

Elegantly constructed and brilliantly paced, Rooms is an enticing and imaginative ghost story and a searing family drama that is as haunting as it is resonant.

I love Lauren Oliver's writing so I can't wait to read her next book. What are you waiting on this week? Let me know!

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Requiem - Review

Requiem (Delirium, # 3)

By: Lauren Oliver

Published: March 5th 2013 by HarperCollins Children's Books

391 pages

Genre: YA, Science Fiction, Dystopian

Source: Personal Kindle Library (Christmas present, thank you Mom!)

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Goodreads description--They have tried to squeeze us out, to stamp us into the past.

But we are still here.

And there are more of us every day.

Now an active member of the resistance, Lena has been transformed. The nascent rebellion that was under way in Pandemonium has ignited into an all-out revolution in Requiem, and Lena is at the center of the fight.

After rescuing Julian from a death sentence, Lena and her friends fled to the Wilds. But the Wilds are no longer a safe haven—pockets of rebellion have opened throughout the country, and the government cannot deny the existence of Invalids. Regulators now infiltrate the borderlands to stamp out the rebels, and as Lena navigates the increasingly dangerous terrain, her best friend, Hana, lives a safe, loveless life in Portland as the fiancée of the young mayor.

Maybe we are driven crazy by our feelings.

Maybe love is a disease, and we would be better off without it.

But we have chosen a different road.

And in the end, that is the point of escaping the cure: We are free to choose.

We are even free to choose the wrong thing.

Requiem is told from both Lena’s and Hana’s points of view. The two girls live side by side in a world that divides them until, at last, their stories converge.

Delirium was my first encounter with Lauren Oliver and I fell in love with her writing style. I also loved the unique concept of a world where love was considered a disease—amor deliria nervosa. What a beautiful name for “the love disease.” And I fell in love with Lena and Alex and Hana. All of it. A world where people fight for their right to love. It was frantic, desperate, and so incredibly important. Pandemonium was pretty much ruined for me. The big cliffhanger at the end I knew from the get-go. That was a total accident, but truthfully I don’t think the big cliffhanger would have been all that much of a surprise for me anyway considering what Lena had already gone through in Delirium. While I enjoyed Pandemonium, it just wasn’t the same as Delirium for me. I spent the majority of that book emotionally detached from the decisions Lena was making. And then there's Requiem. I never read any reviews to see WHY people weren’t happy with it, but SO many people said they were disappointed with Requiem. And after my own disappointment with series enders in the last year or two (Clockwork Princess, Allegiant, Mockingjay, Forever, Bitterblue, The Dark and Hollow Places, etc), I really wasn’t looking forward to a series that I started off loving so much ending in disappointment. Thus I went into Requiem expecting to be let down.

While Requiem did have a writing style in keeping with what I’ve come to love and expect from Lauren Oliver, I didn’t find myself highlighting as many passages as I expected. At one point I told my husband that I loved Lauren Oliver’s writing, but not so much the actual events of the book itself. I’m assuming if you’re reading my review of Requiem then you’ve read both Delirium and Pandemonium. If you haven’t there will be spoilers for those two books. In Delirium, Alex and Lena fall in love, right? And because of that they attempt to escape to the Wilds where they will be free to love each other as they please. But at the very end, Alex sacrifices himself to let Lena make it to the other side. In Pandemonium, Lena erroneously assumes that Alex is dead and she proceeds to develop a new relationship with Julian. Alex returns at the end of Pandemonium having escaped from the Crypts where he’d been tortured. Alex, to say the least, isn’t really ecstatic that Lena appears to have moved on. Because he’s angry with her, he doesn’t respond to her the way she hopes, which leaves her confused. Lena then spends the majority of the book trying to show Alex that she doesn’t need him that she doesn’t hurt because they’re not together, etc. And poor Julian is really just caught in the mix.

Where Delirium was solely narrated by Lena, Pandemonium was a mix of chronology bouncing back and forth between "then" and "now". And Requiem was split between Lena and Hana, Lena’s old best friend who has now been cured, narrating. What was hard for me to remember while reading Requiem was that the cure doesn’t completely shut off all emotion, just love. So where Hana experiences a good dose of fear and guilt, she still doesn’t really experience love anymore. I don’t know. It’s hard to explain because it’s not really completely clear. But essentially I say all of that to say that I was confused between reading Hana’s parts and the ending where Lena and Hana finally come face to face again. You’re reading the majority of that interaction from Lena’s standpoint so you don’t completely know what Hana is thinking or feeling, but Hana’s actions don’t entirely seem in sync with her thoughts, behaviors, and feelings throughout her own narrations prior to this moment.

I remember thinking that Lena was letting me down while reading Requiem. I felt like she’d grown so much from where she started in Delirium and while she made some assumptions that I was frustrated with in Pandemonium, she was still growing. Yet Requiem showed me an immature Lena for the majority of the book. Her actions toward Alex were mostly jealousy based. When he hurt or rejected her (despite her having “moved on” with Julian) she retaliates with the purpose of hurting and rejecting Alex the same way he rejected and hurt her. I’ve said it before, but that’s just not true love. True love wants what’s best for the other, not just wanting the other to hurt because you hurt. Granted, Lena doesn’t have any examples in her life to show her how true love should behave. Love has been absent from her for the majority of her life. So it is somewhat understandable that she doesn’t respond properly. Lena does grow in respect to this and her feelings deepen and change from retaliatory in nature to a more honest and true kind.

Without giving anything away, I can’t say that the ending of Requiem was everything I could have hoped for, but it wasn’t as much of a disappointment as I expected either. I was thinking Allegiant here people. And what I got was a good bit more hope than that.

My favorite quotes:

"That is what Alex is now: a shadow-boy, an illusion."

"But we have chosen a different road. And in the end that is the point of escaping the cure: We are free to choose.
We are even free to choose the wrong thing."

"This is not the person I wanted to become: Hatred has carved a permanent place inside me, a hollow where things are so easily lost."

“Take down the walls.
That is, after all, the whole point. You do not know what will happen if you take down the walls; you cannot see through to the other side, don’t know whether it will bring freedom or ruin, resolution or chaos. It might be paradise, or destruction.
Take down the walls.
Otherwise you must live closely, in fear, building barricades against the unknown, saying prayers against the darkness, speaking verse of terror and tightness.
Otherwise you may never know hell, but you will not find heaven, either. You will not know fresh air and flying.
All of you, wherever you are: in your spiny cities or your one-bump towns. Find it, the hard stuff, the links of metal and chink, the fragments of stone filling your stomach. And pull, and pull, and pull.
I will make a pact with you: I will do it if you will do it, always and forever.
Take down the walls.”

Ultimately, Requiem still gets 4 Stars from me. Have you read Requiem? What did you think? Let me know!

Monday, February 10, 2014

Panic - Review

Panic

By: Lauren Oliver

Expected Publication: March 4th 2014 by HarperCollins

416 pages

Genre: YA, Contemporary

Source: Publisher via Edelweiss (Thank you!!)

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Goodreads description--Panic began as so many things do in Carp, a dead-end town of 12,000 people in the middle of nowhere: because it was summer, and there was nothing else to do.

Heather never thought she would compete in Panic, a legendary game played by graduating seniors, where the stakes are high and the payoff is even higher. She’d never thought of herself as fearless, the kind of person who would fight to stand out. But when she finds something, and someone, to fight for, she will discover that she is braver than she ever thought.

Dodge has never been afraid of Panic. His secret will fuel him, and get him all the way through the game, he’s sure of it. But what he doesn't know is that he’s not the only one with a secret. Everyone has something to play for.

For Heather and Dodge, the game will bring new alliances, unexpected revelations, and the possibility of first love for each of them—and the knowledge that sometimes the very things we fear are those we need the most.

I fell in love with Lauren Oliver's writing when I read listened to Delirium. Her writing style was so poetic and frantic almost. I loved it. But truthfully I felt like that was missing from Panic. I don't remember any passages that I ended up highlighting in my kindle because of how beautifully they were written. And the pacing felt very slow for me. I finished Panic as fast as I did because I had the opportunity to continue reading, not because I was driven by frantic writing and a compulsive need to know what happens.

Most of the time whenever a book has dual narrators and one is male and the other is female, I assume that the two will end up together in a romantic relationship. I both love and get annoyed when this isn't the case. For Panic, I believe Lauren Oliver chose these two narrators because of the unique stories they each have to tell as a participant in the game, and while their stories are intertwined, they're not exactly about each other.

Panic, the game, is as the description says. It's a game that's been around in Carp that no one really knows how it started. Every year from the first day of the school year until the end, students contribute $1 per day to the pot that the winner gets to claim at the end of the game. The first challenge is to jump off this cliff into a lake. That's tradition. And every challenge after that is created by two judges whose identities are a secret and who are picked each year. The challenges are chosen to incite fear and well...panic. And the contestant who does the best in these challenges eventually wins.

There are all different kinds of reasons to play the game. The most obvious is the money. This year's pot is up to $67,000. But money isn't the only reason to play and Heather and Dodge both have varying reasons to participate.

I liked the concept of this book and the game itself. It reminds me of Countdown by Michelle Rowen, except these contestants choose to play the game. However, Panic can be just as dangerous as Countdown. Contestants have died, been paralyzed, etc in the past. This is not a game for the faint of heart.

One of the issues I had with Panic was that I really had a hard time liking any of these characters. Dodge has some anger issues that blind him and make him hard for me to connect with. He's had a crush on another character for quite a while, but it feels like the crush has no more substance other than thinking that she is pretty. He reminded me a lot of Carter from Carter Finally Gets It--true to a typical teenage boy, yet immature for my typical reading preference. Heather has had a rough childhood. She's been hurt so frequently that she puts up walls to protect herself. But because she rarely allows herself to be vulnerable, it wasn't the easiest to connect with her either. I understood her, but that didn't make me like her anymore--though I didn't hate her. I genuinely liked Bishop probably the best of all the characters, but I felt like he needed more of a backbone. And Natalie...well I didn't connect with her at all. She's one of those characters that I don't think I'll ever be able to connect with. Pretty and used to getting her way, she uses that to work advantages in all aspects of her life. I often found myself wondering why she and Heather were such good friends.

Ultimately, I wanted to love Panic just as much as I loved Delirium, but I just didn't. The lyrical and poetic writing was missing. The frantic and desperate pacing that kept me devouring pages was missing. My connection to the characters was missing. My connection and fear of the game itself was missing. I expected to enjoy this book so much, and in the end, I just found it to be "okay."

Panic gets 3 Stars for me. Have you read Panic? What did you think? Let me know!

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Pandemonium - Review

Pandemonium (Delirium, # 2)

By: Lauren Oliver

Published: February 28th 2012 by HarperTeen

375 pages

Genre: YA, Science Fiction, Dystopian

Source: Personal Kindle Library

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Goodreads description--I’m pushing aside
the memory of my nightmare,
pushing aside thoughts of Alex,
pushing aside thoughts of Hana
and my old school,
push,
push,
push,
like Raven taught me to do.
The old life is dead.
But the old Lena is dead too.
I buried her.
I left her beyond a fence,
behind a wall of smoke and flame.

Lauren Oliver delivers an electrifying follow-up to her acclaimed New York Times bestseller, Delirium. This riveting, brilliant novel crackles with the fire of fierce defiance, forbidden romance, and the sparks of a revolution about to ignite.

Remember when I raved about Delirium? I LOVED that book! Great story. Great characters. Great writing. Just SO GOOD all around. Well when I saw that Pandemonium was on sale for $0.99, I HAD to jump on it. Granted, this was the Enhanced Ebook version NOT the Kindle version (which is $8.99--tell me if that makes sense). I will say really quickly about the enhanced ebook version...this version has video content included which is super cool. However, only certain devices will handle this content. My first generation Kindle Fire does not. As a matter of fact, no device that I have handles the extra content. So that was a bit discouraging. However, it's still much cheaper than the regular kindle version.

Now about the story itself....

Pandemonium picks up pretty much right where Delirium left off. Alex and Lena have been separated because Lena made it to the Wilds and Alex is stuck on the other side. Lena finds that through the adrenaline of her escape she's missed the fact that she was grazed by a bullet. Now that things have calmed down a bit, the wound really begins to take it's toll on her. A group of Invalids stumble upon her and take her in to help her get back on her feet. What she finds is a new family.

Pandemonium isn't told chronologically. It bounces back and forth between "then" and "now". While I really do think this was the best approach for telling this portion of the story, I can't say I loved this part. I don't know, I'm not normally a huge fan of books that jump around in time like this. It just depends.

Lena is still a strong character. She's come so far from where she was in Delirium--a scared, rules-following girl. Now she's angry and bitter and sad. She's lost so much. Her mom, Hana, Grace...Alex. And Lena uses these losses to fuel herself. She becomes part of the resistance, because really, how could she not? And she finds herself tailing the face of the opposition (or at least, the youth's version of the opposition) in order to uncover as much information about their plans to begin dolling out the cure for the deliria to children under eighteen, who have previously been designated as dangerous candidates for the cure. There's a reason the scientists aren't performing the procedure on children under eighteen.

Now I need to take a minute and discuss how I accidentally stumbled upon a spoiler that completely changed the way I experienced this book--or changed how I would have experienced it. A Top Ten Tuesday topic a while back was Top Ten Beginnings/Endings and I stumbled upon a quote that happens to be the last sentence--a one word sentence--of this book. Totally my own fault as the post had "potential spoilers" listed clearly for me to see. But I pressed on, not expecting to find a book I haven't read or one I wanted to read. For those of you who have read this one, you know what a game changer that was. For those of you who haven't read it...well I don't want to say too much. GAME CHANGER. I won't say that spoiler "ruined" Pandemonium for me, but I read the entire book with the knowledge of that one word being the very last sentence coloring every page and every scene. That resulted in a lack of attachment in places where I probably would have otherwise been attached and attachment in places where I probably otherwise wouldn't have paid much attention. And obviously as spoilers typically go, I found myself extremely frustrated watching this inevitable collision course that I couldn't prevent or change.

I do want to say, as vaguely as possible, that Lena makes a huge assumption throughout the whole of this book that drove me batty. Everyone knows the deal with assumptions, right? Well being the reader of many books that I am, I know from experience that what the character believes is fact isn't always fact. And that if you don't witness "things" for yourself then you can't go assuming. This might have been more of an issue for me because of the spoilage mentioned above, but I'm 100% sure this would have been something I picked up on regardless of knowing that last sentence ahead of time. What really frustrated me about this assumption is that Lena's already lived this experience once. Slightly different circumstances, but still, I would have expected her to have learned this lesson already.

Pandemonium had a few too many moments where something major was about to happen only to be saved at the very last minute, but I can overlook that because Lauren Oliver's writing style still completely captures me. She's poetic, and lyrical, and I found myself highlighting ginormous chunks of passages. I think perhaps Delirium was still slightly better in this aspect than Pandemonium, but maybe that's because I listened to Delirium on audiobook whereas I read Pandemonium and hearing this poetic writing and sometimes complete desperation from Lena out loud enhanced the overall experience for me. Mark this series down as one where the audiobooks might trump reading them.

My favorite quotes (not listing page numbers or locations, sorry):

"I am not born all at once, the new Lena.
Step by step--and then, inch by inch.
Crawling, insides curled into dust, mouth full of the taste of smoke.
Fingernail by fingernail, like a worm.
That is how she comes into the world, the new Lena."

"Love, the deadliest of all deadly things.
Love it kills you.
Alex.
Both when you have it.
Alex.
And when you don't.
Alex."

"Grief is like sinking, like being buried. I am in water the tawny color of kicked-up dirt. Every breath is full of choking. There is nothing to hold on to, no sides, no way to claw myself up. There is nothing to do but let go.
Let go. Feel the weight all around you, feel the squeezing of your lungs, the slow, low pressure. Let yourself go deeper. There is nothing but the taste of metal, and the echoes of old things, and days that look like darkness."

"I read once about a kind of fungus that grows in trees. The fungus begins to encroach on the systems that carry water and nutrients up from the roots to the branches. It disables them one by one--it crowds them out. Soon, the fungus--and only the fungus--is carrying the water, and the chemicals, and everything else the tree needs to survive. At the same time it is decaying the tree slowly from within, turning it minute by minute to rot.
That is what hatred is. It will feed you and at the same time turn you to rot.
It is hard and deep and angular, a system of blockades. It is everything and total.
Hatred is a high tower. In the Wilds, I start to build, and to climb."

Pandemonium gets 4 Stars from me. I have that frustration of "I can't wait to get my hands on Requiem so I can find out what the crap happens next" thing going on. I need to know what happens next NOW! Have you read Pandemonium? What did you think? Let me know!

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Top Ten New-To-Me Authors I Read in 2013

Top 10 Tuesday is a post hosted by The Broke and the Bookish and this week's topic is Top Ten New-To-Me Authors I Read in 2013.

You guys, I read SO MANY good books this year. And many of those books were by authors I haven't read before. It's no secret that I have a hard time keeping to ten choices on these posts, but this one might have been excessive. I just couldn't stop! I wanted to give credit to all of the new (to me) authors that have blown me away this year!

    1) Rainbow Rowell (Eleanor & Park)
    2) RL LaFevers (Grave Mercy)
    3) Anne Eliot (Almost)
    4) Jay Crownover (Rule, Jet, & Rome)
    5) Brent Crawford (Carter Finally Gets It)
    6) JA Redmerski (The Edge of Never, The Edge of Always)
    7) KA Tucker (Ten Tiny Breaths, One Tiny Lie)
    8) John & Stasi Eldredge (Captivating)
    9) Kasie West (The Distance Between Us)
    10) Gayle Forman (If I Stay, Where She Went)
    11) Lauren Oliver (Delirium, Pandemonium)
    12) Michelle Hodkin (The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer)
    13) Courtney Summers (This is Not a Test)
    14) Leigh Bardugo (Shadow & Bone, Siege & Storm)
    15) Rick Yancey (The 5th Wave)
    16) Veronica Rossi (Under the Never Sky, Through the Ever Night, & Into the Still Blue)
    17) Marissa Meyer (Cinder, Scarlet)
    18) John Green (The Fault in Our Stars)

What authors have blown you away this year? Let me know!

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Waiting on Panic

"Waiting On" Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that we're eagerly anticipating.

Panic

By: Lauren Oliver

Expected Publication: March 4th 2014 by HarperCollins

416 pages

Genre: YA, Science Fiction, Dystopian

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Goodreads description--Panic began as so many things do in Carp, a dead-end town of 12,000 people in the middle of nowhere: because it was summer, and there was nothing else to do.

Heather never thought she would compete in Panic, a legendary game played by graduating seniors, where the stakes are high and the payoff is even higher. She’d never thought of herself as fearless, the kind of person who would fight to stand out. But when she finds something, and someone, to fight for, she will discover that she is braver than she ever thought.

Dodge has never been afraid of Panic. His secret will fuel him, and get him all the way through the game, he’s sure of it. But what he doesn't know is that he’s not the only one with a secret. Everyone has something to play for.

For Heather and Dodge, the game will bring new alliances, unexpected revelations, and the possibility of first love for each of them—and the knowledge that sometimes the very things we fear are those we need the most.

Though I haven't read Requiem yet, I've been loving Lauren Oliver's Delirium series. I can't wait to get my hands on this one. What are you waiting on this week? Let me know!