Friday, June 5, 2015

All the Rage - Review

All the Rage

By: Courtney Summers

Published: April 14th 2015 by St. Martin's Griffin

336 pages

Genre: Young Adult, Contemporary, Mystery

Source: Publisher via NetGalley (Thank you!!)

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Goodreads description--In her hardcover debut, from the author of Cracked Up To Be and This is Not a Test, comes a powerful new young adult novel. 

The sheriff’s son, Kellan Turner, is not the golden boy everyone thinks he is, and Romy Grey knows that for a fact. Because no one wants to believe a girl from the wrong side of town, the truth about him has cost her everything—friends, family, and her community. Branded a liar and bullied relentlessly by a group of kids she used to hang out with, Romy’s only refuge is the diner where she works outside of town. No one knows her name or her past there; she can finally be anonymous.But when a girl with ties to both Romy and Kellan goes missing after a party, and news of him assaulting another girl in a town close by gets out, Romy must decide whether she wants to fight or carry the burden of knowing more girls could get hurt if she doesn’t speak up. Nobody believed her the first time—and they certainly won’t now—but the cost of her silence might be more than she can bear. 

With a shocking conclusion and writing that will absolutely knock you out, All the Rage examines the shame and silence inflicted upon young women after an act of sexual violence, forcing us to ask ourselves: In a culture that refuses to protect its young girls, how can they survive?

I feel like I’ve been picking apart book descriptions lately. This description is right and not all at the same time. The way the information is stated gives you the impression that All the Rage is something very different from what it actually is. I put off starting All the Rage because I just didn’t see how this book could not be emotionally draining. I was in the middle of my reading slump when the release date came and passed. I was kicking myself for missing the release date, but I knew that picking up an emotionally draining book while already in a slump would be the worst idea ever. And so now I felt mentally ready to take on All the Rage. However, I don’t know know if one is ever ready to take on a story such as this one.

The first thirty percent of All the Rage was extremely confusing to me. I couldn’t figure out the timeline of events between what was labeled as “Now” and what was labeled as “Two Weeks Before.” I even wondered for a bit if Courtney Summers was lying to me and the events of “now” and the events of “two weeks before” were switched. But that’s not the case. So if you find yourself feeling confused fairly early on, just keep pressing on. All will be revealed in due time.

You guys. I’m kind of torn on this book. On the one hand, My heart was breaking for Romy. She’s experienced one of the greatest personal traumas that anyone can experience. And instead of being comforted, consoled, and allowed to heal, Romy has been branded a liar, an outcast, and repeatedly abused and mistreated time and time again. There’s a level to All the Rage that leaves you feeling like humanity can’t possibly get this low, yet we know that it often does and even worse. Because people didn’t respond properly to Romy when she needs it the most, Romy in turn tries to cope as best as she can but the result is that she turns her pain inward and ultimately doesn’t respond to her trauma properly either. But I have to stop myself and have to ask “how do I know what the proper response is to such a tragedy?” I’ve never experienced the things Romy has. Who am I to judge how she responded? Yet, I can see where had she chosen a different path the outcome might have been different as well.

Romy is, understandably, deeply scarred due to the abuse she suffered. And as the expectant mother of a little girl myself, I’m not sure this was the right book for me to read now either. Sheesh. But it’s the stories of the silent that often cause us to be more cautious. I do know that we can’t prevent bad things from happening to ourselves or our children entirely, but boy are there certain things that we can be on guard against and do our best to prevent.

In the end, All the Rage just left me feeling extremely sad. Sad that humanity has seen and will continue to see this level of low, this level of violence. Sad that some still hold such horrible stories inside themselves. Sad that sin is such a part of this broken world. But we don’t have to stay here. There is hope and healing and redemption, forgiveness, grace, mercy, and comfort available. This story wasn’t about religion at all, but because of who I am, that’s what I take away from it. Horrible things happen to people everywhere, but through Jesus Christ even death is overcome.

Favorite quotes:

-Leon is…I forgot what it was like to want before he came here. But who said I needed to remember.

-Leon is nice. That doesn’t mean he’s safe.

-A house isn’t a home until it becomes a habit.

-There’s an unquestioned acceptance of my being here, being a part of this. It’s a warm feeling and I’m so hungry for it, but I close myself off to it before I get my fill. I’m not getting home to that. Best stay starved.

-“…we were friends and then we were best friends and then he fell in love with me. After a while, I caught up.”

-It’s amazing how bad you can make the truth sound.

-My dad used to say makeup was a shallow girl’s sport, but it’s not. It’s armor.

All the Rage was an emotionally draining book for me, but not exactly in the way I expected it to be. It’s an extremely sad story and really makes you think about the crappy things happening all over the world. But at the same time, the story was well done. The characters felt real. And I can’t help but give All the Rage 4 Stars for making me feel. Have you read All the Rage? What did you think? Let me know!

Thursday, June 4, 2015

The Summer of Chasing Mermaids - Review

The Summer of Chasing Mermaids

By: Sara Ockler

Published: June 2nd 2015 by Simon Pulse

368 pages

Genre: Young Adult, Contemporary

Source: Publisher via Edelweiss (Thank you!!)

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Goodreads description--Sometimes, there are no words…

The youngest of six talented sisters, Elyse d’Abreau was destined for stardom—until a boating accident took everything from her. Now, the most beautiful singer in Tobago can’t sing. She can’t even speak.

Seeking quiet solitude, Elyse accepts a friend’s invitation to Atargatis Cove. Named for the mythical first mermaid, the Oregon seaside town is everything Elyse’s home in the Caribbean isn’t: An ocean too cold for swimming, parties too tame for singing, and people too polite to pry—except for one.

Christian Kane is a notorious playboy—insolent, arrogant, and completely charming. He’s also the only person in Atargatis Cove who doesn’t treat Elyse like a glass statue. He challenges her to express herself, and he admires the way she treats his younger brother Sebastian, who believes Elyse is the legendary mermaid come to life.

When Christian needs a first mate for the Cove’s high-stakes Pirate Regatta, Elyse reluctantly stows her fear of the sea and climbs aboard. The ocean isn’t the only thing making waves, though—swept up in Christian’s seductive tide and entranced by the Cove’s charms, Elyse begins to wonder if a life of solitude isn’t what she needs. But changing course again means facing her past. It means finding her inner voice. And scariest of all, it means opening her heart to a boy who’s best known for breaking them . . .

The Summer of Chasing Mermaids was my first experience of Sarah Ockler’s work. I’ve seen others rave about her, and I have a couple of her other books on my TBR list. When I initially saw “mermaids” in the title I thought that there was no way that this book could be for me. I’ve read multiple mermaid books in an attempt to find one that works for me, but I’ve yet to find one that I’ve REALLLY enjoyed. But when I looked at the description it doesn’t indicate that the book is about actual mermaids at all. And well…it’s not. Kind of. Not in the most obvious way anyway.

So yeah, here’s the lowdown. Elyse is injured in a boating accident. You don’t know the details of which until the end of the book. This is actually Elyse’s 2nd life-or-death experience with the sea. And even though the sea is in her blood, she’s become fearful of it as well. Again, we don’t know the details, but Elyse hints that the accident and her injuries were caused by someone she loves most—her twin sister, Natalie. Elyse and Natalie were a singing duet headed for stardom. But the accident leaves Elyse unable to speak and unable to sing. Elyse’s aunt and cousin invite her to Oregon to kind of just get away for a while. She’s feeling a lot of emotions due to her accident, and she just needed some time away from home. In the meantime, she joins a group friends and finds that she can have other dreams. She can even fall in love.

Sounds all good, right? Well…I’ve got a few issues—technical and personal—that I have to address. The first is an easy thing really. I don’t like when one character has a thought to themselves and another character basically says that same thought out loud in an almost word-for-word way or using terms that are too unique to find it believable that these two characters just happened to have had the exact same thought. When this happens one time (references to “the green-eyed monster" aka jealousy), then I chalk it up to coincidence. Sure this can happen in real life occasionally. But when it happens more than that, I start to get annoyed. It feels a bit lazy to me and not a mature writing technique. This is personal pet peeve of mine when it comes to books.

The second technical thing I took issue with was…how do I describe this? I know that the written word is supposed to be more formal than the spoken word. We should TRY to write better than we speak, but often times we write EXACTLY like we speak—especially when we’re writing informally. Elyse uses written word for a large portion of her communication throughout this book as she can no longer speak. When Elyse finally has the flashback to the accident that caused her injuries, Elyse all of a sudden has a T&T dialect. Let me give you an example: “We ain’t forgetting. You coming too. You could carry the suitcases.” and “You call Mami Wata from the deep with that crazy noise.” But what bothers me about this is that is feels so sudden. Elyse doesn’t write this way in her communications with others.

Since I’m on the subject of Elyse’s communication, I realize that the whole “moral of the story” kind of thing was about Elyse finding her “voice” while still not being able to speak. This was basically the entire point of the story. But I was really annoyed with Elyse when it came to this. It’s as if not being able to speak physically made her think that she had no way of communication. Sure she mouths words and she often would write things down, but if you can’t speak, especially if you’re normally not the sit back and be quiet kind of person, I have a hard time believing that you stop trying to communicate during the times when you have the most to say. I don’t say that from someone who’s normally loud and opinionated—well opinionated I may be, but I do tend to sit back and observe more than speak. But yet time and time again, Elyse uses her inability to speak as a means of not “saying” anything. There are other forms of communication. Writing sure! But what about sign language? It’s been four months since her accident and she hasn’t even attempted to learn sign language in any form. Aside from that, how many people do you know that are good at reading lips? Even when people enunciate slowly, I get lost. I just struggled with this. Yes, again, the point of the book was Elyse learning how to find her “voice” without her voice. But still. This was just something that wasn’t exactly enjoyable throughout the reading experience.

Now let’s talk about Sebastian. He’s six (and a half) years old. He’s a sweet kid. I really liked his character. He has a fascination with mermaids, right? This is really where the title of the book comes in. The town is named after a legend surrounding a mermaid, and Sebastian’s been set on finding her. So he goes searching and chasing after mermaids. Christian—his brother—supports him and uses this as a way to spend time with him. And Elyse bonds with him over this too. She gets her grandmother to send her fairytale books from home about mermaids. That’s all well and good, right? Sure.

What bothered me about Sebastain was the authors’ agenda here. Because Sebastian is interested in mermaids, this is twisted into something so much more than it needs to be. “Little boys aren’t supposed to be interested in mermaids”, even though there are also “mermen” in legends as well. Though that term is never used in this book. The adult men in this book of course look down on Sebastian’s interest in such a feminine thing. And so because Sebastain is interested in something with a more feminine feel to it, this is turned into LGBT propaganda. He’s fascinated in mermaids so he must be “gay” right? Or be showing gay tendencies? Or how about this…because he’s interested in mermaids and there’s a mermaid parade, he just HAS to be a part of this parade. So that automatically means we need to dress him like a girl and put him in a skirt and sequins and put makeup on him and braid his hair. And then he feels beautiful. Right? That’s the logical jump. He couldn’t have possibly been dressed as a “merman” instead of a “mermaid?” Well then he wouldn’t have blended in and been able to sneak past the authority figures, sure…but why did this have to turn into Sebastian dressing like a girl? What part of six year old transvestite sounded like a good idea?

But beyond that, we’re told that Sebastian is “embracing and showcasing his personal truth!” HE’S SIX YEARS OLD!!!!! I didn’t know my personal truth until I was in my twenties. I’ve got nieces and nephews hitting their teenage years. Believe me when I tell you, THEY DON’T KNOW THEIR PERSONAL TRUTH! How did a six year old kid who has an interest in mermaids jump to being in the wrong gender or wanting to dress like a female? And I’m not exaggerating here. Elyse calls Sebastian “her mermaid queen”. QUEEN=FEMALE. MERMAID=FEMALE. There are male equivalents—merman, king. But no. This wasn’t about equality. It wasn’t about Sebastian being allowed to have an interest in something “feminine” and therefore enjoying the masculine expression of that, this book was turned into a political agenda that says that six year olds are enlightened enough to “know their own personal truths.”

I’m sorry guys. I know I often fall into the minority when it comes to my thoughts and opinions. But I can’t just let this one go. This book had an agenda. While I loved Sebastian as a character, I feel like the author and the adults in this story twisted him into so much more than a boy with a unique interest.

The writing itself was good—often poetic, and designed to be that way.

Christian was likable. I wish we’d gotten more of a declaration or more clarification of his feelings for Elyse. And I wish we knew what happened after that summer was over. But that’s okay. Ultimately the story wasn’t about him.

The aspects I liked about this book just couldn’t overcome the issues I had with it as well. The first few issues wouldn’t have been as big of a deal, but once I got to the agenda being pushed throughout this book, I basically shut down. Even though I liked Sebastian’s character, I was BEYOND annoyed with the biased agenda that Sarah Ockler decided to pursue through his character. I can’t support this book, and likely won’t be reading any other books by this author either. The Summer of Chasing Mermaids is one that I’m likely in the minority on, but I can’t give it more than 2 Stars. Have you read The Summer of Chasing Mermaids? What did you think? Let me know!

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Waiting on Chaos

"Waiting On" Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that we're eagerly anticipating.

Chaos (Mayhem, # 3)

By: Jamie Shaw

Expected Publication: July 21st 2015 by Avon Impulse

Genre: New Adult, Contemporary

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Goodreads description--From the moment she saw Shawn Scarlett perform at a school talent show, Kit Larson has loved two things: the guitar, and the gorgeous, green-eyed boy who inspired her to play. But one careless night in high school shatters her hope of ever being more than a notch on his bedpost.

Six years, two bands, and one mostly-mended heart later, Kit’s about to make her rock star dreams a reality as the new guitarist for Shawn’s band, The Last Ones to Know. He may not remember their reckless night together, but Kit has never forgotten… and she’s determined to make him eat his heart out.

The release of their new album means a month cooped up on a tour bus, sleeping inches away from the ridiculously sexy musician she’s never quite gotten over. And as Kit gets to know the real Shawn—not Shawn Scarlett, the rock god, the player—their attraction becomes too hot to resist. But the past is paved with secrets, and when they finally surface, Kit could lose everything: the band, the music, her dreams… and Shawn.

What are you waiting on this week? Let me know!

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Top Ten Books to Movies/TV Shows

Top 10 Tuesday is a post hosted by The Broke and the Bookish and this week's topic is Top Ten Books I Want to See Turned Into TV Shows/Movies.

  1. His Fair Assassins by Robin LaFevers
  2. Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi
  3. Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin
  4. Push by Claire Wallis
  5. The Breathing Series by Rebecca Donovan
  6. Jasper Dent by Barry Lyga
  7. Summer by CJ Duggan
  8. Starbound by Meagan Spooner & Aimee Kaufman
  9. Red Rising by Pierce Brown
  10. Divided We Fall by Trent Reedy (I can't find a better cover picture and this drives me crazy!!)

Which books would you like to see turned into TV shows/movies? Let me know!

Monday, June 1, 2015

May 2015 EOM Wrap Up



I read 9 books this month. *These qualify for the 2015 Series Enders Reading Challenge.
Paper Towns by John Green
Nowhere But Here (Thunder Road, # 1) by Katie McGarry
Jesse’s Girl (Hundred Oaks, # 6) by Miranda Kenneally
All the Rage by Courtney Summers
Faking Perfect by Rebecca Phillips
Stealing Parker (Hundred Oaks, # 2) by Miranda Kenneally
Never Never Part 2 (Never Never, # 2) by Colleen Hoover & Tarryn Fisher
Chasing River (Burying Water, # 3) by KA Tucker
Prodigy (Legend, # 2) by Marie Lu

I reviewed 6 books this month. *These qualify for the 2015 Series Enders Reading Challenge.
Heat of the Moment (Moment of Truth, # 1) by Lauren Barnholdt
Crimson Bound by Rosamund Hodge
*Asa (Marked Men, # 6) by Jay Crownover
World After (Penryn & the End of Days, # 2) by Susan Ee
7: An Experimental Mutiny Against Excess by Jen Hatmaker
Nowhere But Here (Thunder Road, # 1) by Katie McGarry

Other Posts:
Sunday Post – 147 & Stacking the Shelves - 105
Sunday Post – 148 & Stacking the Shelves – 106
Sunday Post – 149 & Stacking the Shelves – 107
Sunday Post – 150 & Stacking the Shelves – 108
Sunday Post – 151 & Stacking the Shelves – 109
Top Ten Books I Plan to Never Read
Top Ten Authors I Want to Meet
Top Ten Summer Beach Reads
Waiting on Paradise Road (Paradise, # 2) by CJ Duggan
Waiting on Beautiful Sacrifice (The Maddox Brothers, # 3) by Jamie McGuire
Waiting on Hello, Goodbye, and Everything in Between by Jennifer E Smith
Discussions Only We Know: How Outspoken Is Too Outspoken?
Discussions Only We Know: When Religion/Political Topics Come Up
2015 Series Enders Reading Challenge – May Wrap Up
Armchair BEA 2015: Day 1 – Introductions & Library Love
Armchair BEA 2015: Day 2 – Visual Expressions & Social Media
Armchair BEA 2015: Day 3 – Character Chatter & Blogging Q & A

Goals:
I'm up to date on my daily Bible reading.
I've read 49 out of 104 books. (6 ahead of schedule)
I've read 4 out of 10-12 series enders.