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Tuesday, February 24, 2026

Top Ten Quotes From/About Books 2026

Top Ten Tuesday was created by The Broke and the Bookish in June of 2010 and was moved to That Artsy Reader Girl in January of 2018. It was born of a love of lists, a love of books, and a desire to bring bookish friends together. This week's topic is Top Ten Quotes From/About Books

Do you guys even have a single clue how difficult it is for me to pick only 10 bookish quotes? I include more than 10 in one book review sometimes. And every year I post the Best in Books Survey where I include more than 10 quotes from the books I read that year. If you're looking for more of my favorite book quotes check out my EOY Book Survey posts from more than the past 10 years.

  1. -She will nurse God at her breast--He who has always brought forth the bounty of earth's supply (Psalm 145). She will clothe God--He who is robed in the stars and the sun (Psalm 104). She will change God's linens--He who has cleaned up after the sin and filth of mankind and His people for ages past (2 Chronicles 7:14). She will sing to God--the Lord who sings over us, the song of salvation (Zephaniah 3:17). Yes, indeed, grace has come to Mary...she is about to be the mother of God. - He is Here!: 25 Days Of Christmas Devotions by Browning Montgomery Wood
  2. -To the ones who don't run with the popular crowd, the ones who get caught reading under their desks, the ones who feel like they never get invited, included, or represented. Get your leathers. We have dragons to ride. - Rebecca Yarros's dedication in Onyx Storm
  3. -“Every person in this room wants something from you,” he said after a heavy pause. “They look at you, and they see the things they want to take. I know, because I lived it. From the moment I became heir, everyone wanted to be either my friend or my lover. When you took the Crown, I swore to be different— to serve your goals, not mine. I told myself that even if you had no one else, you would at least have me. I never wanted to become just another person who wanted to steal a piece of you for themselves.” He let out a shuddering sigh. “And I have failed. Completely, irreversibly failed. I don’t just want a piece of you— I want them all.” His thumb raked across my lower lip. “I want every breath, every laugh, every tear. Every taste of your mouth, every inch of your skin. I want to kneel at your feet, soaked in the blood of your enemies, then... - Glow of the Everflame (Kindred's Curse, # 2) by Penn Cole
  4. -But sometimes, when I stared at the vastness of the starry host above and listened carefully, it was as if there was a knowing deep in my bones I could not explain. As if the reverberation of an ancient whisper still trembled there at the core of my being--a tune hummed so low only the most astute of ears could detect its melody. - Splendor of the Land (The King's Men, # 3) by Connilyn Cossette
  5. -Winning at love was less about succeeding in a battle and more about continuing to fight, to choose the person you loved as the one you were willing to die for, over and over. The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, # 2) by Stephanie Garber
  6. -Writing is what makes me happy. Writing, even, is how I feel I contribute to the world. Reminding people of what's important. Letting them escape the harsh parts of life, even if just for a few hours. Feeling happiness in watching happily-ever-afters unfold. Remembering truths. Recalling their self-worth. Loving others. Living well. Learning. I want to do that. -Meet Me in the Margins by Melissa Ferguson
  7. -"I love you.” She jerked. She couldn’t help it. But she didn’t bolt for the door as she probably would have done a few months ago. “Are you trying to shackle me?” He breathed a laugh, shook his head. “Who said love had to be shackles? I’m not trying to hold you anywhere, force you to do anything. This is a gift to you, [...]. I give it freely. I demand nothing in return. You can love me or you can not. You can stay with me or you can go. Either way, I will love you. I will love the very spirit that may insist you run far and fast.”... “But I hope, of course. I hope you’ll stay. I hope you’ll accept my love— not as a prison trying to make you be something you don’t want to be. But as . . . wings. To help you reach whatever heights you strive for.”A Portrait of Loyalty (The Codebreakers, # 3) by Roseanna M White
  8. "You have to understand. I am no one special. I am just a single girl. Five feet two inches tall. And I am in between in every way. But I have a secret. You can build walls all the way to the sky and I will find a way to fly above them. You can try to pin me down with a hundred thousand arms, but I will find a way to resist. And there are many of us out there. More than you think. People who refuse to stop believing. People who refuse to come to Earth. People who love in a world without walls. People who love into hate and refusal, against hope, and without fear. I love you. Remember. They cannot take it."Delirium by Lauren Oliver
  9. -I would have lived in peace. But my enemies brought me war.Red Rising (Red Rising, # 1) by Pierce Brown
  10. -How cruel a life, that the sight of my dead wife means hope.Golden Son (Red Rising, # 2) by Pierce Brown

Which book quotes are your favorite? Let me know!

Friday, December 12, 2014

Unravel Me - Review

Unravel Me (Shatter Me, # 2)

By: Tahereh Mafi

Published: February 5th 2013 by HarperCollins

461 pages

Genre: Young Adult, Science Fiction, Dystopian, Post-Apocalyptic, Fantasy, Paranormal

Source: Personal Kindle Library

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Juliette has escaped to Omega Point. It is a place for people like her—people with gifts—and it is also the headquarters of the rebel resistance.

She's finally free from The Reestablishment, free from their plan to use her as a weapon, and free to love Adam. But Juliette will never be free from her lethal touch.

Or from Warner, who wants Juliette more than she ever thought possible.

In this exhilarating sequel to Shatter Me, Juliette has to make life-changing decisions between what she wants and what she thinks is right. Decisions that might involve choosing between her heart—and Adam's life.

**There will be spoilers for Shatter Me and Destroy Me.**

I said this in my review of Destroy Me but I feel like I need to say it again. When I read Shatter Me the only thing I really knew beforehand was that people loved it and that there were Team Adam fans and Team Warner fans. While reading Shatter Me it was hard to imagine that there could possibly be Team Warner fans because of how strongly Juliette feels about Adam and how negatively she feels about Warner. Just the simple fact that Warner could touch Juliette, like Adam, was the start to the whys behind all of that. But it was just difficult for me to imagine how the events could possibly play out that would even bring about a Team Warner. After reading Shatter Me, I polled my fellow readers to see if I should “bother” with the in between novellas Destroy Me and Fracture Me and with the exception of one no, everyone said yes, and I decided to follow their advice. Because Destroy Me is told from Warner’s POV, I think this is where a lot of the sympathies and Team Warner fans began to develop. When you can see inside someone else’s head, you understand them more and I find that I’m more sympathetic with them. But there’s a play on perspective because Warner guards himself so closely that I just had to wonder how Juliette would ever see the things that Warner feels. And so that’s essentially where I was starting Unravel Me.

Even though I really enjoyed Destroy Me, I was struck anew with how beautiful Tahereh Mafi’s writing style is in Unravel Me. Destroy Me was well written, but Unravel Me was on an entirely different level. Part of this is due to Juliette’s narration over Warner’s. And I actually love that there’s such a drastic difference between the way that she writes from each character. It just fits each one uniquely and perfectly. But the problem with Unravel Me being so much better was that I was highlighting in my kindle for DAYS and DAYS! And I’ll probably end up sharing WAY too many quotes in this review. You’ve been warner. Feel free to skip them, but I just love her writing so much. That being said, Kenji pointed out to Juliette that she was entirely too self-involved considering all the events going on around them, and he was so right. After that, it was almost like no matter how well worded Tahereh Mafi’s sentences were, I could only focus on how whiny Juliette was being.

I’ve got some beef with Unravel Me that only begins with Juliette’s complaining. I’m a little nervous about discussing my issues because some of them are spoilers. One thing I know I can say (that’s not a spoiler) is that even though I read Destroy Me and was able to see inside Warner’s head for a bit, I still found him hard to read and interpret through Juliette’s eyes. His motives and decisions didn’t always seem to add up with the information present or with the information presented in Destroy Me. So I can definitely see how anyone who might decide to skip the in between novellas will not be sympathetic to him at all. I was only beginning to be, and I was almost rooting for him (who doesn’t want to root for the guy who you can see is capable of more?). I did enjoy seeing the things that Juliette zeroes in on that they have in common, especially when they were things that Warner hadn’t pointed out in Destroy Me.

Another issue I had was in the conflict that arises between Juliette and Adam. I’m not going to go into any detail on what that conflict was, but I just had a hard time with it. I’m never really a fan of “leaving for the good of the other party”…I mean honestly, I think that happens in real life. There are times when you need to make a tough decision in relationships for the sake of the other party, but in books it just never seems to actually be used in the right way in my opinion. The characters tend to hover around each other which just leads to continually hurting each other. With Adam and Juliette…well I just struggled with that conflict.

***Spoiler*** Highlight to show spoiler: I found myself completely confused with the Adam, Juliette, Warner love triangle. Here’s why. We start off Unravel Me, and Juliette and Adam are “so in love” and Warner is public enemy number one. When Adam and Juliette are physical it’s like the world has stopped and it’s just the two of them. Yada, yada, yada. But then said conflict I discussed above comes into play and they have to put some distance between themselves. We know from Destroy Me that Warner truly does love Juliette for who she is. So when events take place that lead to Warner and Juliette having a few physical moments, Juliette does the same thing. It’s like she completely forgets about Adam. Warner is the only thing she can think and feel about in that moment. I hate when characters claim to be so in love with one person, but then there’s a connection they share with a third character and in describing the encounters with the third character the main character uses descriptive terms such as “best ever,” “never felt this way,” or other terms that render them incapable in the moment to think about the character they supposedly love. I don’t like it, but I can accept when this happens when the main character has emotional feelings for guy A but perhaps has a supernatural connection with guy B. I still tend to struggle with those scenarios, but as far as I know at this moment in time, there is no supernatural connection between Juliette and Warner that would explain why being with him in any kind of physical connection would severe or overcome her emotional connection to Adam. Unless her emotional connection to Adam isn’t as strong as she originally believed. But evidence doesn’t support this theory either. Ultimately, I know who I’m rooting for and why, but I have no clear vision of how Juliette actually feels and how she can bounce back and forth between the guys so completely like she does. *** End spoiler.

Favorite non-spoiler quotes:

-The world might be sunny-side up today. The big ball of yellow might be spilling into the clouds, runny and yolky and blurring into the bluest sky, bright with cold hope and false promises about fond memories, real families, hearty breakfasts, stacks of pancakes drizzled in maple syrup sitting on a plate in a world that doesn’t exists anymore. Or maybe not.

-But time is beyond our finite comprehension. It’s endless, it exists outside of us; we cannot run out of it or lose track of it or find a way to hold onto it. Time goes on even when we do not.

-It’s like my skin and bones have been craving contact, warm affection, human interaction for so many years that I don’t know how to pace myself. I’m a starving child trying to stuff my stomach, gorging my sense on the decadence of these moments as if I’ll wake up in the morning and realize I’m still sweeping cinders for my stepmother.

-He’s kissing me like he’s lost me and he’s found me and I’m slipping away and he’s never going to let me go.

-“Do you have any idea how awkward it is to wave at someone and have them ignore you? And then you’re just looking around like a [jerk], trying to be all, ‘No, really, I swear, I know that girl’ and no one believes y—“

-I gasp
and
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-How many times, I hear a voice whisper in my head, how many times will you apologize for who you are?

-“We have a million things to take care of down here, and less than none of them involve your love life.”

-I know that he is a tortured soul who, like me, never grew up with the warmth of friendship or love or peaceful coexistence. I know that his father is the leader of The Reestablishment and applauds his son’s murders instead of condemning them and I know that Warner has no idea what it’s like to be normal.
Neither do I.
He’s spent his life fighting to fulfill his father’s expectations of global domination without questioning why, without considering the reprecussions, without stopping long enough to weigh the worth of a human life.

-I forget sometimes, that there are people out there who still manage to smile every day, despite everything.

-I’m so confused, because I don’t even know who he is anymore. He’s 100 different people.

-“Finding this,” he says, his voice soft as he pats the cover of my notebook, “was so”—his eyebrows pull together—“it was so extraordinarily painful.” He finally looks at me and he looks like a completely different person. Like he’s trying to solve a tremendously difficult equation. “It was like meeting a friend for the very first time.”

-I’m checking my pockets for spare words and sentence but I’m finding none, not an adverb, not a preposition or even a dangling participle because there doesn’t exist a single response to such an outlandish request.

-Because what if one day I slip? What if one day I fall through the cracks and no one is willing to pull me back? What happens to me then?

-I want to study the secrets tucked between his elbows and the whispers caught behind his knees.

-”On the darkest days you have to search for a spot of brightness, on the coldest days you have to seek out a spot of warmth; on the bleakest days you have to keep your eyes onward and upward and on the saddest days you have to leave them open to let them cry. To then let them dry. To give them a chance to wash out the pain in order to see fresh and clear once again.” ….This blond boy has my secrets in his mouth. …”So much of it was like seeing myself on paper,” … “Like reading all the things I never knew how to say.”

-I’m only just beginning to realize how quickly I came to rely on the healing properties of an excellent hug.

-“I want you,” he says. He says “I want all of you. I want you inside and out and catching your breath and aching for me like I ache for you.”

-It’s a wanting so desperate, a need so exquisite that it rivals everything, every happy moment I ever thought I knew.

You guys, I could keep quoting and quoting. And believe it or not, I cut out the quotes where I highlighted entire pages at a time. I just can’t help it. This book is packed with so much...so many beautiful words.

I didn’t spend much time talking about the secondary characters, because there aren’t too terribly many of them. But Kenji is an absolute favorite. He’s the one that puts Juliette in her place when she needs it the most, but he also brings the comedic relief as well.

Unravel Me wasn’t as good as Shatter Me even if it was headed in more of a direction that I want to go because of the confusion I had with the triangle. I still love Tahereh Mafi’s writing. Some twists were unexpected, and others were merely annoying. But either way, I’ve GOT to know what happens next. Unravel Me gets 4 Stars from me. Have you read Unravel Me? What did you think? Let me know!

Thursday, June 26, 2014

On the Fence - Review

On the Fence

By: Kasie West

Expected Publication: July 1st 2014 by HarperTeen

320 pages

Genre: YA, Contemporary, Realistic Fiction

Source: Publisher via Edelweiss (Thank you!!)

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Goodreads description--She's a tomboy. He's the boy next door…

Charlie Reynolds can outrun, outscore, and outwit every boy she knows. But when it comes to being a girl, Charlie doesn't know the first thing about anything. So when she starts working at a chichi boutique to pay off a speeding ticket, she finds herself in a strange new world. To cope with the stress of her new reality, Charlie takes to spending nights chatting with her neighbor Braden through the fence between their yards. As she grows to depend on their nightly Fence Chats, she realizes she's got a bigger problem than speeding tickets-she's falling for Braden. She knows what it means to go for the win, but if spilling her secret means losing him for good, the stakes just got too high.

Fun, original, and endearing, On the Fence is a romantic comedy about finding yourself and finding love where you least expect.

I picked up On the Fence because I needed a light and fun read. I just finished a really dark and heavy book at the time of writing this review (which is several months prior to the post date), and I needed a completely opposite feel for what I read next. Something that wouldn't be too taxing on my emotions and yet that I could get hooked on and read through quickly. On the Fence was just the book I needed. Aside from the description, which indicated that this book would meet my needs, I've also read Kasie West's The Distance Between Us and figured that if these two books were even remotely similar in tone then On the Fence would suffice.

I could really relate to Charlie. She's a bit of a tomboy because she's grown up surrounded by men. Her mother died when she was younger--like 10 I think. And so she was raised by her father and surrounded by 3 older brothers and the next door neighbor who might as well be another brother. Charlie plays sports with her brothers, she watches sports with them, she gets pulled into their typical boy pranks and bets, and she pretty much has no clue how to be a girl.

After being forced to get a job to pay off a speeding ticket, Charlie is thrown into multiple situations with other females. There's Linda, who owns the store where Charlie now works, there's Skye who works a door or two down in the same shopping center, and there's Amber who uses Charlie's makeup-free face as a canvas for teaching periodic classes on how to apply makeup. All of a sudden Charlie is immersed into the intricacies of being feminine.

At the same time, she's started meeting next door neighbor, Braden, at their shared fence where they begin a competition of who knows who best. Of course, you can't really know someone unless you've been paying attention to them, right? And so we quickly begin to root for the tomboy and the boy next door.

All of the main plot points of On the Fence were not particularly original, but as with The Distance Between Us, Kacie West's writing style is so smooth and fluid that you hardly care. She has a way of making you care about her characters and feel what they feel. As I said before, I really related to Charlie. Though I grew up with a mother and a sister, both of which I love dearly, I was still a bit of a tomboy and struggled to feel confident in my femininity until my later teen years and early twenties. And Charlie's feelings were so easy to understand.

My favorite quotes:

-"Never date a guy whose jeans don't cover his ankles," Gage said, pointing to the guy twenty yards ahead. He shuddered.
"But he'd be able to walk through puddles and stuff without even getting his jeans wet. He's a planner."

-"...we can't let boys define how we feel about ourselves. You have to know who you are before you should let any boy worth anything in."

-"Are people not allowed to feel sorry for your loss?"

On the Fence isn't a mind blowing book, but it's a solid read that I think anyone who picks it up will enjoy. The characters are all easily likeable, and I wouldn't begrudge Kacie West if she also wanted to write about some of Charlie's brothers that I was intrigued by throughout this book. On the Fence gets 4 Stars from me. Have you read On the Fence? What did you think? Let me know!

Monday, May 12, 2014

Dark Triumph - Review

Dark Triumph (His Fair Assassin, # 2)

By: Robin LaFevers

Published: April 2nd 2013 by Houghton Mifflin Books for Children

385 pages

Genre: YA, Historical Fiction

Source: Personal Kindle Library (Christmas present, thank you Melissa!)

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Goodreads description--When Sybella arrived at the doorstep of St Mortain half mad with grief and despair the convent were only too happy to offer her refuge - but at a price. The sisters of this convent serve Death, and with Sybella naturally skilled in both the arts of death and seduction, she could become one of their most dangerous weapons.

But her assassin's skills are little comfort when the convent returns her to the life that nearly drove her mad. Her father's rage and brutality are terrifying, and her brother's love is equally monstrous. But when Sybella discovers an unexpected ally she discovers that a daughter of Death may find something other than vengeance to live for...

I really enjoyed Grave Mercy. I was drawn into this series based off two things alone: assassins and historical fiction. I love the idea of nuns who are also assassins. It’s a great concept.

We met Sybella in Grave Mercy. The only thing we really know of her is that she is wild and tormented, and possibly on the brink on insanity. I wasn’t looking forward to swapping from Ismae to Sybella because of this reason and also because of how much I loved Ismae in Grave Mercy. I didn’t exactly want to read from the perspective of a borderline insane assassin, but Sybella is actually in a better headspace than I assumed she would be. And I truly came to love Sybella as a leading character--though not quite as much as Ismae.

Dark Triumph picks up on the battlefield of Nantes where d’Albert has set his trap for the duchess. Sybella has found a way to the north tower to watch what will transpire and, against all odds, warn Ismae of the trap laid before them. We find out quickly that while Sybella is d’Albert’s daughter that doesn’t save her from his clutches, and she receives no special treatment for being blood related to him. The abbess has sent Sybella back to her father’s household to spy on his movements with the promise that Sybella can kill him as soon as Mortain marques him for death. However, no matter what all d’Albert has done, he bears no marque and Sybella has begun to think that the abbess has lied to her in order to manipulate her. Having had enough manipulation in her life, Sybella borders on out and out rebellion, but when word comes from the abbess to rescue the prisoner held in the dungeon and Nantes, Sybella knows that she must accomplish this and then she will kill her father whether he is marqued or not. Sybella’s been through it in her life, time and time again, and she’s lacking the faith to continue on. However, she finds new reasons to live, and I love the complete emotional turn-around that she has throughout the book.

The prisoner that Sybella rescues is none other than Beast, Duvall’s friend that we also met in Grave Mercy. But Beast interrupts Sybella’s plan to kill d’Albert and forces her on the journey with him back to Rennes and to the duchess. Of course, Beast and Sybella begin to develop feelings for each other. And I loved this because I was afraid this book would be romance free. I love that Beast isn’t described as being attractive, yet Sybella falls for him because of his character and not because of the way he looks. However, Sybella has a dark past filled with secrets, and Beast will have to learn and overcome each of these secrets before Sybella will accept his affection as being real.

Robin LaFevers writes in language appropriate to the time period, yet her sentences still flow smoothly. And I love the fact that she has carefully chosen each word. While the majority of her writing isn’t necessarily lyrical or poetic, she has moments that are just that. My favorite quotes (probably too many quotes, but I had a hard time narrowing them down):

“A crossbow would work, but they are nigh unto impossible to conceal, and so I watch helplessly.”

“The man’s death cry reaches all the way up to the tower and wraps itself around my heart, calling for me to join it.”

“It is a good thing that I no longer have a heart, because if I did, it would surely break.”

“He does not love us because of the acts we perform in His name—He loves us because we are His.”

“If you hit me again, I will kill you,” I whisper.
“It is not hitting I have in mind.” And then his hands move up to cradle my head, making me feel small and fragile—no, not fragile, but cherished. As if I am some precious treasure.

I surrender to that kiss—surrender to the strength and the courage and the sheer goodness of the man.

Death has brought the fellowship that life could not.

--out of the ashes of despair, they have found forgiveness and acceptance. If they can, perhaps so can I.

Like a lamb in a field that trots unerringly to its own mother, I know that I am His.

I feel like some parts of Robin LaFever’s stories, both Grave Mercy and Dark Triumph, are symbolic in nature, and this just added to the overall appeal of this series and this author for me.

Dark Triumph has flawed characters, but ones that you can truly root for. The phrasing and symbolism make the story that much deeper. And who can really turn down a series about a convent of assassins? Dark Triumph exceeded my expectations in just about every way. Dark Triumph gets 4 Stars from me. Have you read Dark Triumph? What did you think? Let me know!

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Requiem - Review

Requiem (Delirium, # 3)

By: Lauren Oliver

Published: March 5th 2013 by HarperCollins Children's Books

391 pages

Genre: YA, Science Fiction, Dystopian

Source: Personal Kindle Library (Christmas present, thank you Mom!)

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Goodreads description--They have tried to squeeze us out, to stamp us into the past.

But we are still here.

And there are more of us every day.

Now an active member of the resistance, Lena has been transformed. The nascent rebellion that was under way in Pandemonium has ignited into an all-out revolution in Requiem, and Lena is at the center of the fight.

After rescuing Julian from a death sentence, Lena and her friends fled to the Wilds. But the Wilds are no longer a safe haven—pockets of rebellion have opened throughout the country, and the government cannot deny the existence of Invalids. Regulators now infiltrate the borderlands to stamp out the rebels, and as Lena navigates the increasingly dangerous terrain, her best friend, Hana, lives a safe, loveless life in Portland as the fiancée of the young mayor.

Maybe we are driven crazy by our feelings.

Maybe love is a disease, and we would be better off without it.

But we have chosen a different road.

And in the end, that is the point of escaping the cure: We are free to choose.

We are even free to choose the wrong thing.

Requiem is told from both Lena’s and Hana’s points of view. The two girls live side by side in a world that divides them until, at last, their stories converge.

Delirium was my first encounter with Lauren Oliver and I fell in love with her writing style. I also loved the unique concept of a world where love was considered a disease—amor deliria nervosa. What a beautiful name for “the love disease.” And I fell in love with Lena and Alex and Hana. All of it. A world where people fight for their right to love. It was frantic, desperate, and so incredibly important. Pandemonium was pretty much ruined for me. The big cliffhanger at the end I knew from the get-go. That was a total accident, but truthfully I don’t think the big cliffhanger would have been all that much of a surprise for me anyway considering what Lena had already gone through in Delirium. While I enjoyed Pandemonium, it just wasn’t the same as Delirium for me. I spent the majority of that book emotionally detached from the decisions Lena was making. And then there's Requiem. I never read any reviews to see WHY people weren’t happy with it, but SO many people said they were disappointed with Requiem. And after my own disappointment with series enders in the last year or two (Clockwork Princess, Allegiant, Mockingjay, Forever, Bitterblue, The Dark and Hollow Places, etc), I really wasn’t looking forward to a series that I started off loving so much ending in disappointment. Thus I went into Requiem expecting to be let down.

While Requiem did have a writing style in keeping with what I’ve come to love and expect from Lauren Oliver, I didn’t find myself highlighting as many passages as I expected. At one point I told my husband that I loved Lauren Oliver’s writing, but not so much the actual events of the book itself. I’m assuming if you’re reading my review of Requiem then you’ve read both Delirium and Pandemonium. If you haven’t there will be spoilers for those two books. In Delirium, Alex and Lena fall in love, right? And because of that they attempt to escape to the Wilds where they will be free to love each other as they please. But at the very end, Alex sacrifices himself to let Lena make it to the other side. In Pandemonium, Lena erroneously assumes that Alex is dead and she proceeds to develop a new relationship with Julian. Alex returns at the end of Pandemonium having escaped from the Crypts where he’d been tortured. Alex, to say the least, isn’t really ecstatic that Lena appears to have moved on. Because he’s angry with her, he doesn’t respond to her the way she hopes, which leaves her confused. Lena then spends the majority of the book trying to show Alex that she doesn’t need him that she doesn’t hurt because they’re not together, etc. And poor Julian is really just caught in the mix.

Where Delirium was solely narrated by Lena, Pandemonium was a mix of chronology bouncing back and forth between "then" and "now". And Requiem was split between Lena and Hana, Lena’s old best friend who has now been cured, narrating. What was hard for me to remember while reading Requiem was that the cure doesn’t completely shut off all emotion, just love. So where Hana experiences a good dose of fear and guilt, she still doesn’t really experience love anymore. I don’t know. It’s hard to explain because it’s not really completely clear. But essentially I say all of that to say that I was confused between reading Hana’s parts and the ending where Lena and Hana finally come face to face again. You’re reading the majority of that interaction from Lena’s standpoint so you don’t completely know what Hana is thinking or feeling, but Hana’s actions don’t entirely seem in sync with her thoughts, behaviors, and feelings throughout her own narrations prior to this moment.

I remember thinking that Lena was letting me down while reading Requiem. I felt like she’d grown so much from where she started in Delirium and while she made some assumptions that I was frustrated with in Pandemonium, she was still growing. Yet Requiem showed me an immature Lena for the majority of the book. Her actions toward Alex were mostly jealousy based. When he hurt or rejected her (despite her having “moved on” with Julian) she retaliates with the purpose of hurting and rejecting Alex the same way he rejected and hurt her. I’ve said it before, but that’s just not true love. True love wants what’s best for the other, not just wanting the other to hurt because you hurt. Granted, Lena doesn’t have any examples in her life to show her how true love should behave. Love has been absent from her for the majority of her life. So it is somewhat understandable that she doesn’t respond properly. Lena does grow in respect to this and her feelings deepen and change from retaliatory in nature to a more honest and true kind.

Without giving anything away, I can’t say that the ending of Requiem was everything I could have hoped for, but it wasn’t as much of a disappointment as I expected either. I was thinking Allegiant here people. And what I got was a good bit more hope than that.

My favorite quotes:

"That is what Alex is now: a shadow-boy, an illusion."

"But we have chosen a different road. And in the end that is the point of escaping the cure: We are free to choose.
We are even free to choose the wrong thing."

"This is not the person I wanted to become: Hatred has carved a permanent place inside me, a hollow where things are so easily lost."

“Take down the walls.
That is, after all, the whole point. You do not know what will happen if you take down the walls; you cannot see through to the other side, don’t know whether it will bring freedom or ruin, resolution or chaos. It might be paradise, or destruction.
Take down the walls.
Otherwise you must live closely, in fear, building barricades against the unknown, saying prayers against the darkness, speaking verse of terror and tightness.
Otherwise you may never know hell, but you will not find heaven, either. You will not know fresh air and flying.
All of you, wherever you are: in your spiny cities or your one-bump towns. Find it, the hard stuff, the links of metal and chink, the fragments of stone filling your stomach. And pull, and pull, and pull.
I will make a pact with you: I will do it if you will do it, always and forever.
Take down the walls.”

Ultimately, Requiem still gets 4 Stars from me. Have you read Requiem? What did you think? Let me know!