Saturday, January 25, 2014

2014 Series Enders Reading Challenge - January Wrap Up

It's time for the first Monthly Wrap Up for the 2014 Series Enders Reading Challenge hosted by Sandy @ Somewhere Only We Know and Holly @ Words Fueled by Love!

This month I (Sandy) only finished 1 series ender so far: Requiem (Delirium, # 3) by Lauren Oliver, but I'm not scheduled to post my review until later. I'll link up whenever I review it.

And this month I (Holly) finished Into the Still Blue (Under the Never Sky, # 3) by Veronica Rossi, Allegiant (Divergent, # 3) by Veronica Roth, and Masquerade (Games, # 3) by Nyrae Dawn.

Which series enders did you finish? Link the up below. Don't forget to include the title, your name, & your blog name (Ex: Requiem - Sandy @ Somewhere Only We Know) Also, the January giveaway runs from January 25th - February 25th. On February 25th we will use random.org and the linky entries to pull a winner.

January's winner (updated: February 25, 2014):

Friday, January 24, 2014

Upon Further Review: Spirit Bound

Upon Further Review is an original feature here at Somewhere Only We Know. I have always loved re-reading my favorite books, and I wanted a way to incorporate re-reading into my blog. Thus From the Ashes and Upon Further Review were born. From the Ashes is where I re-read a book that I have never reviewed before and finally review it. Upon Further Review is where I re-read a book that I've already reviewed and see if my original rating stands or not. This is also the time for me to discuss any new revelations that my latest re-read has brought to my attention.

As you guys know, I've been re-reading the Vampire Academy series. Check out my From the Ashes reviews of: Vampire Academy, Frostbite, Shadow Kiss, and Blood Promise. Spirit Bound gets an Upon Further Review post instead of From the Ashes because Spirit Bound was actually one of the first post I ever wrote. I can't even call that a review. I wasn't sure where I was going with the blog at that point, and I had NO idea how to go about writing a review that had any substance. Here's my attempt to make up for that.

Spirit Bound (Vampire Academy, # 5)

By: Richelle Mead

Published: May 18th 2010 by Penguin Razorbill

489 pages

Genre: YA, Fantasy, Paranormal

Source: Personal Library (own in multiple formats)

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Goodreads description--Dimitri gave Rose the ultimate choice. But she chose wrong...

After a long and heartbreaking journey to Dimitri's birthplace in Siberia, Rose Hathaway has finally returned to St. Vladimir's-and to her best friend, Lissa. It is nearly graduation, and the girls can't wait for their real lives beyond the Academy's iron gates to begin. But Rose's heart still aches for Dimitri, and she knows he's out there, somewhere.

She failed to kill him when she had the chance. And now her worst fears are about to come true. Dimitri has tasted her blood, and now he is hunting her. And this time he won't rest until Rose joins him... forever.

I don’t normally do this, but due to the cliffhangers between each book I must state that there will be spoilers for Blood Promise (book 4) and or any previous Vampire Academy book in this review of Spirit Bound. It can’t be helped. If you haven’t read the four Vampire Academy books before Spirit Bound then PLEASE stop reading here!




Now….Let’s discuss briefly the ending to Blood Promise for just a minute. Rose traveled to Russia to find Dimitri and kill him, thus freeing him for a state of being that Dimitri-the-dhampir would never have wanted to be in, right? Right. Well at the end of Blood Promise, Rose has finally made her decision to kill Dimitri. It can’t be helped. It’s him or her. And she stakes him. Right before finding out that there’s a Spirit user out there in the world that claims to have brought a Strigoi back to his/her previous state of being (Moroi, human, dhampir). How heartbreaking must it be to have killed the person you’re in love with after you’ve tried so hard NOT to kill them, only to find out that there’s possibly a way to save them? BUT…guess what…Dimitri didn’t die! No sir! But now instead of Rose hunting him, he’s decided that he’s going to hunt her. And that’s essentially where we pick up with Spirit Bound.

I was always Team Dimitri in these books, though I like Adrian and am so excited about what’s happening with him in the Bloodlines series. This reading of Spirit Bound I was particularly aware of comments that Rose makes throughout the book to indicate where her heart truly lies. There might be a triangle between these characters, but Richelle Mead makes it clear that the way Rose feels for Dimirti is completely different from the way she feels for Adrian. Because I have a newfound and deeper love for Adrian as a character, I was struck rather brutally with how unfair to him Rose is in their relationship. She rarely sees Adrian as being able to overcome the persona that she’s pinned on him. While I can understand how she’s come to see him the way she does, it isn’t really fair to him or to herself. Or to Dimitri.

Some of the aspects that play a major role in Spirit Bound are so embarrassingly foreshadowed in the previous books that I’m truly, truly ashamed that I missed them in my first reading. There’s that f-word again. I’ve mentioned it in every review of this series, but Richelle Mead’s foreshadowing is some of the best I’ve seen. I can’t wait to see how everything ends with the Bloodlines series so I can go back and re-read it knowing the bigger picture and what foreshadowing details I’ve missed already.

As with the field experience laid out in Shadow Kiss, I love how the trials were set up to test the dhampirs in order for them to rank and then graduate. It seems such a small but brilliant addition to their curriculum and a right-of-passage. I love that Richelle Mead included this in Spirit Bound. And as one would expect, the trials in no way compared to what Rose has already gone through in her real world experience having been kidnapped by Strigoi and decapitating two of those, fighting in the battle at St. Vladamir’s that resulted in countless Strigoi deaths, and her international Strigoi hunt to try to kill Dimitri. Yeah…some Guardians pretending to be Strigoi just isn’t going to match up to that. And of course, Rose’s days of big adventures out in the real world aren’t even close to being over. They’re only just beginning.

I touched on this earlier but with each reading of this series, I’m impressed with how much Rose has to go through things like this. We pick up Spirit Bound with Rose receiving taunting letters from Dimitri which is a constant reminder that he’s no longer the man she fell in love with. She has to take her trials without her mentor there like the other students have. The lengths she goes through to try to save Dimitri and change the rest of the Moroi world is above and beyond someone who has fallen in love and had her heart broken. And she doesn’t even get the credit for all that she’s put in, all that she’s lost.

As I said before, with reading the Bloodlines series I’m more in tune with the things going on with Adrian, and I think more than the things that Rose suffered and went through in this book, Adrian totally beats her on that. He’s done nothing but try to be the supportive boyfriend, even when Rose’s mission becomes about trying to save her ex-boyfriend. Adrian continues to get pushed aside, misunderstood, underestimated, undervalued, and generally kind of walked over. I hate it for him, but I’ve said before that he needed these experiences to change him, to make him stronger, and to get him ready for the events he must face with Bloodlines. It’s all for the greater good.

Typical of the other Vampire Academy books, Richelle Mead peppers this book with the sarcastic, the witty, and the downright humorous. With characters such as Abe, Christian, Adrian and Rose, the comedic relief is all over the place. Rose banters with Stan, with Victor, of course the typical comments to Christian and with Adrian. But Adrian and Christian give it right back. Abe is such a flirt and he uses that to his advantage in Spirit Bound. I can see how easy it would be to fall for his charm. He is still one of my favorite characters in the series despite having such a small role in this book. I love with is being done with his character and how he and Rose are developing their relationship—as strange as it is. (Would it be too much to ask for an adult series revolving around Abe? With Rose's mom too maybe?) Shoot even Lissa had me cracking a smile a time or two, specifically when defending Christian’s good looks to Rose. Mia, Robert. Seems like almost everyone is gifted a line or two. Drunken sod anyone?

Speaking of secondary characters, we see Jill, who’s babbling self seems so different from how she’s grown and matured in the Bloodlines series. There’s Eddie who I’ve said multiple times now that I would love to have his own series. He’s so loyal, he follows Rose into her big master plan without a single question as to why. He literally trusts her that much. Though Eddie doesn’t take Rose’s mission lightly once he finds out what it is. He isn’t afraid to stand up to her and give her a dose of hard to swallow reality that she desperately needs. Everyone needs friends like Eddie in their lives.

I really enjoyed Lissa and Christian’s interactions in Spirit Bound. Because of the bond, Richelle Mead gets the dual narration from Rose seeing into Lissa’s head. So while we left Blood Promise with Lissa and Christian breaking up, it was obvious that both of them still care for each other in Spirit Bound. The way that they find their way back to each other through the means of working on a neutral task was really enjoyable. I liked seeing Christian show his protectiveness over Lissa. Not in a possessive kind of way. No, Lissa has the possessiveness covered. But Christian just genuinely cares for Lissa to the point where he always wants to have her back and look out for her best interests despite how much she’s hurt him in the past. I loved it. Christian knows Lissa better than she knows herself. His observant nature has always been a big draw for me.

Lissa is back to her stronger self now that she and Rose are united. They go into battle metaphorically speaking, and Lissa holds her own. As a matter of fact, so much of this story and plot of Spirit Bound is essential to Lissa. She has a big role to play and she’s eager to fulfill her role, to do her part, to make a difference, not just for her best friend and former guardian, but for the entire Moroi world. Lissa is ready to step into the political role her parents’ death has left in their world, but she has some resistance of course preventing her from doing so. But it doesn’t prevent her from doing whatever she needs to do.

I could spend days comparing Rose and Adrian’s relationship to Dimitri’s or Sydney’s, but time wouldn’t be on my side, you’d get tired of hearing me ramble, and spoilers would ensue. I literally took six and a half pages of notes while going through Spirit Bound this time, and as per usual what I most want to discuss is spoilerish in nature—the best parts always are. Spirit Bound was full of twist and turns my first time reading it. I should have seen certain events coming that I just didn’t. And the ones that were more obvious, I just wasn’t sure how they would play out, if all would be a success, or everything would blow up in the characters’ faces. But so much happens and cliffhangers are left. And well…Spirit Bound still lives up to the 5 Stars I originally rated it on Goodreads for me. Have you read Spirit Bound? What did you think? Let me know!

Since I mentioned Bloodlines so much in this review, check out my reviews of Bloodlines, The Golden Lily, The Indigo Spell, and The Fiery Heart.

Thursday, January 23, 2014

Reason to Breathe - Review

Reason to Breathe (Breathing, # 1)

By: Rebecca Donovan

Published: May 10th 2011

377 pages

Genre: YA/NA, Contemporary

Source: Personal Kindle Library

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Goodreads description--"No one tried to get involved with me, and I kept to myself. This was the place where everything was supposed to be safe and easy. How could Evan Mathews unravel my constant universe in just one day?" In the affluent town of Weslyn, Connecticut, where most people worry about what to be seen in and who to be seen with, Emma Thomas would rather not be seen at all. She’s more concerned with feigning perfection while pulling down her sleeves to conceal the bruises - not wanting anyone to know how far from perfect her life truly is. Without expecting it, she finds love. It challenges her to recognize her own worth - but at the risk of revealing the terrible secret she’s desperate to hide. Reason to Breathe is an electrifying page turner from start to finish, a unique tale of life-changing love, unspeakable cruelty, and one girl’s fragile grasp of hope.

I initially put Reason to Breathe on my TBR list because I saw a Facebook post where Colleen Hoover said that she loved this series—or this book, I can’t remember exactly. And then I saw via BookBub that Reason to Breathe was on sale for $0.99 and I snatched it up. Lately I’ve been in a contemporary mood so I decided to start this one on a whim, and boy am I glad that I did.

I LOVED this book!

It truly didn’t take long for Rebecca Donovan to hook me into her story. Emma’s father passed away a while back and her mother pretty much couldn’t deal. She turned to alcohol and such and eventually became unfit to take care of Emma. So Emma was shipped off to live with her aunt and uncle and two cousins. Her aunt, however, despises the “burden” that Emma being in her house has placed upon her. The reader is somewhat slowly introduced to how truly horrific Carol is and the depth of abuse Emma has to endure at her hand. I hated Carol…she is everything you expect her to be and more.

At this point in her life, Emma’s one bright spot is her best friend Sara. Sara has put two and two together despite Emma’s constant denial, avoidance, and defending. Sara was a great best friend. I loved her in this book. She was the perfect blend of protective and supportive. She wants so badly to do what’s right and protect Emma while at the same time being torn with the possibility of making things worse for Emma. I don’t think Emma could have had a better best friend. And I can’t rave about Sara enough.

Along with loving Sara, I loved Evan too. He comes into Emma’s world so unexpectedly. As the description says, Emma does everything she can to be invisible. Sara is very popular so Emma can’t completely blend in being always beside her, but she tries her hardest. It's quickly evident that Emma isn't as invisible as she hopes to me. Evan in particular can’t stop watching her. He can’t leave her alone. He’s fascinated and drawn to her. And I loved it. His persistence was admiring, and I think I fell harder for him with each page that I turned as Emma did too. Of course, Emma fights her feelings for him and a relationship with him because she can’t risk him finding out about her secret.

Not surprisingly, Emma’s secret isn’t one that can stay hidden. Little things clue Evan in on what might be happening with Emma. From day one he knows how strict the rules are at her houses, and he works constantly to find ways to spend time with her and see her around the rules and without her aunt and uncle knowing. Sara plays a supportive role in this of course.

Emma herself is an extremely likeable character. Despite the horrible circumstances of her life, she doesn’t really seem to have a victim mentality. She’s scared, sure. But she doesn’t want to let her aunt’s behavior towards herself change her. She doesn’t want to be a person filled with hate and anger despite having every reason in the world to do just that. Emma is exactly the type of character that I like to read about. Of course, she does have her moments of decision making that makes me roll my eyes a bit but nothing too drastic or too frustrating.

I truly have so much more to say about this book, but I don’t want to ruin it for anyone. The ending was….well….unclear, and I was frantic to know one specific thing that I was unclear about. So I read the description of the next book in the series and was able to breathe easy. Rebecca Donovan blew me away. I will most definitely be finishing this series. And I will most definitely be reading her other work once it’s out there. Officially added to the “auto buy” list.

Reason to Breathe gets 5 stars from me. I can’t recommend this book enough. It does address some difficult and heavy situations, but not in a way that make you feel as if the character has no hope. Emma is a great leading lady, and I’m thankful for Rebecca Donovan for writing a character who’s spirit isn’t easily broken. Evan brings hope into Emma’s life and hope into this book. He makes the story worth reading. And Sara supports Emma in such a way that I wish she were my best friend. Read this book. Please.

Have you read Reason to Breathe already? What did you think? Let me know!

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Waiting on City of Heavenly Fire

"Waiting On" Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that we're eagerly anticipating.

City of Heavenly Fire (The Mortal Instruments, # 6)

By: Cassandra Clare

Expected Publication: May 27th 2014 by Margaret K. McElderry

733 pages

Genre: YA, Fantasy, Paranormal

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Goodreads description--ΕRCHOMAI, SEBASTIAN HAD SAID.

I am coming.

Darkness returns to the Shadowhunter world. As their society falls apart around them, Clary, Jace, Simon and their friends must band together to fight the greatest evil the Nephilim have ever faced: Clary’s own brother. Nothing in the world can defeat him — must they journey to another world to find the chance? Lives will be lost, love sacrificed, and the whole world changed in the sixth and last installment of the Mortal Instruments series!

What are you waiting on this week? Let me know!

Monday, January 20, 2014

Before We Fall - Review

Before We Fall (Beautifully Broken, # 3)

By: Courtney Cole

Published: December 3rd 2013 by Forever

336 pages

Genre: New Adult, Contemporary

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Goodreads description--Sometimes, one dark moment is all it takes to turn your world black...

For 24-year old Dominic Kinkaide, that moment took place on the night of his high school graduation. One dark incident changed him forever. He's a hardened actor now, famous in the eyes of the world, but tortured in his own. He doesn't care about much of anything, except for losing himself in the roles that he plays.

23-year old Jacey Vincent doesn't realize how much her father's indifference has affected her. She is proof that sometimes it isn't one specific moment that wrecks a person, but rather it's an absence of moments. She's like a bird with a broken wing-strong yet fragile, as she tries to float through life, finding acceptance in the arms of random guys, one after the other... to fill the void that her father left in her.

Until she meets Dominic.

After jaded Dominic and strong-willed Jacey are thrown together, his secret and her issues create a dark and damaged energy that will soon turn their attraction to each other into an explosive storm.

Even though when the clouds have cleared and the dust has settled, both of them are almost obliterated... they've learned a priceless lesson.

Sometimes, before we fall... we fly.

I found Before We Fall as a “read now” on NetGalley. I’d seen that several bloggers said they really enjoyed the first two books in this series so I picked it up—without even reading the description. Well this is one of those situations where I wish I’d done a little more digging before running off and picking these up. Of course, I didn’t want to read Before We Fall without having read the first two books in the series. So I got those for my personal kindle library. Well I didn’t review either one of those on my blog because of the content. And truth be told, I wasn’t sure I was going to review Before We Fall on here either because of the same reason.

The other two books in the series should have prepared me somewhat for Before We Fall…but well…they just didn’t. Not really. Courtney Cole has focused this series about characters who are “broken” and really with the idea that all people are broken. Specifically her characters have some really dark places in their pasts and in their lives. While I haven’t reviewed the first two books just briefly I’ll illustrate what I mean. Pax from If You Stay witnessed his mother’s murder when he was young. Traumatized by it, he block the memory yet knows something dark is inside him and tries to drown it with alcohol, drugs, and meaningless sex. Mila’s parents were both killed in a car accident several years back, but her father had temper problems and occasionally was abusive towards her mother. Gabriel from If You Leave was an Army Ranger stationed in Afghanistan. On one of his missions several of his unit get killed and injured. He blames himself, of course. And Madison being the older sister of Mila witnessed much more of her father’s abuse than Mila did. And without going into detail so as not to spoil Before We Fall, Dominic and Jacey have some dark moments in their pasts as well. Dominic more than Jacey. Jacey’s story is touched on in If You Leave (book 2) through her sibling relationship with Gabriel and her friendship with Madison. Therefore, Before We Fall really focused more on Dominic darkness.

While none of the characters have really dealt with their pasts and issues in the most healthy of ways, Before We Fall feels darker than the other two books with the way that Dominic chooses to cope. Granted drug use is no picnic with rainbows, cotton candy, and unicorns, but drug use is so common that it doesn’t always feel as heavy as it is. Dominic’s chosen coping mechanism isn’t one that I’ve exposed myself to…ever really. Though I haven’t read this book, Fifty Shades of Grey comes to mind when I think about Dominic’s coping. That ought to kind of give you a glimpse into what we’re talking about here.

Before We Fall made me uncomfortable in many places. The redeeming part of these books comes from the character growth, how these characters help each other to learn more healthy ways of dealing with their pasts and the pain they feel. I’m a firm believer in trying to grow from all experiences…and even I can extract a lesson from a book that makes me uncomfortable. In one scene, Dominic and Jacey visit the Grand Canyon. Jacey makes the comment that the Grand Canyon makes her feel so small. And well that’s exactly what it was designed to do. I’ve mentioned this verse before, but it comes back to me again here. Romans 1:21 – “For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly see, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead…” God’s creation declares Him the Creator. It puts things into perspective for us every time. HE is so big, and we are so small. Creation screams “I was created by an infinite and enormous God.” And what these characters need to heal more than anything is God. Of course, that’s not exactly what they find, but I enjoyed the growth in them nonetheless.

Before We Fall does follow the typical new adult genre patterns. You’ve got the male lead who uses and discards women. You’ve got the female lead who knows better than to get close to the male, but does so anyway. You’ve got the scarred pasts. You’ve got unhealthy coping. Said male changes all of his dark and twisted ways, corrects his unhealthy coping, and falls for the only girl in the world who could make him do so. And particular to this series, you’ve got the beautiful wrapping and bow to put on the resolution and ending. If You Stay, If You Leave, and Before We Fall all have an almost identical ending. All of which are a little too “pretty” for me.

One last thing before I wrap this up. Can someone please explain the title for me? The book discusses (and the description above) this concept of “before we fall, we fly.” But that just doesn’t make a lot of sense to me. It seems to me like it should be “before we fly, we fall.” Meaning sometimes we have to fall down, get hurt, etc, before we can pick ourselves up, try again, and actually make something of ourselves and our lives. But flying before we fall? What does that mean exactly? I feel like I’ll probably feel stupid when someone explains this to me, but for now…I’m at a loss. Any ideas?

Before We Fall was “okay.” It was cookie cutter, while also going outside of my comfort zone. I did enjoy the character growth, but I’m not sure I feel like I can actually recommend Before We Fall. I would give it 3 stars. Have you read Before We Fall? What did you think? Let me know!